Carine

2010-11-17T02:46:00.001+08:00

Hello all!

I've moved to http://justonebite-x.onsugar.com

Thanks ~

明知道再走可能是監牢但是我還是相信只是煎熬

2010-11-16T13:35:00.006+08:00

Well, I guess i shall not be lazy and make my blog back alive! But for now, i don't know what to blogged about! :x hahahahs!
I've not blog for about 4+ months! excluding yesterday post *evil laugh* Now my blogger all run liao... ): LOL!
During this 4+ months, alot of things happen... Unhappy, fun, sad, cry, laugh, crazy. But still, bad things always more than good things, so i should be optimistic! Don't let them kill me down!

Oh my... anyway, 我见不得人 ): My nose area's skin is falling off like snow T-T
Making me don't feel like going out.... hais. Hope it recover soon! I don't want to be a ugly birthday girl on february!

I hope for birthday present is : blackberry bold or iphone4! A burberry bag or any furniture i want for my new house(without knowing the price) ahahahahahahas ! Or if you want, A DRIFT CAR S15!*evil laugh*
Anyway, it's not a need for present lah ^^ As long you attend for the party (which i haven't plan) then i'll be happy ler ^^

I'm really cracking my brain and burning my brain cells on what to blog. hahahahas!
Shall end here! Continue when i think of something ^^ Be safe for now! <3

I'll be going to yishun and visit my new house later to see what to renovate ><

Oh yah, anyway, follow me on twitter @ http://twitter.com/LIIINGGG

Photo of me~ :D

2010-11-14T20:15:00.018+08:00

I really feel like making my blog alive..... But i'm just too lazy ): I'm sorry T-T
Why not follow me on twitter @ http://www.twitter.com/LIIINGGG
or add my facebook @ http://www.facebook.com/OptimisticRineee
Or add me at foursquare to see where's my location @ http://foursquare.com/liiinggg
If you've any question, just ask me @ http://formspring.me/CarineKoh

I shall upload some photos of me bah! :D Be safe everyone! ^^ With love.

2010-06-17T08:16:00.003+08:00

Now listen to me baby
Before i love and leave you
They call me heart breaker
I don't wanna decieve you

If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
I'mma tear you apart
Told you from the start, baby from the start.

Theres not point trying to hide it
No point trying to erase me
I know i got a problem
By doing this behavour

And i know karma's gonna get me back for being so cold
Like a big bad wolf, I'm born to be bad and bad to be bone

I'm only gonna break break ya break break ya heart.

SORRY ALL FOR NOT BLOGGING ~ Kinda complicated life......
hahahas! More active in FB (:
inimitable-@live.com
LMAO! :x
If you are the unfriendly one, how you want me to interact with you? LOL!
Don't be a joke man, look around, you ain't what you think you are :D

Oh and, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MelvinTHT DALING! (:

This world no one is perfect... But there is someone right for you, and that's the perfect one just for you...
Treat me good, i will treat you good too...
Treat me bad, i will treat you worst.

Thanks to lovegurupigbeardeep to be there whenever i'm down x3 You are just someone that i can't describe in my life :D
Hope you cheer up tooooooo ! You emo i will also emo with you.. LOL! As we are always thinking the same! Aww :x

Anw, went to KL on the 28th-31st may. Yeah, it's was half fun only :D
I like genting! Wanted to go again when there's still a chance too! :p

I hope you think hardly and ask yourself what you want...
I can't probably trust you in a short period of time.....
Action speaks louder than words...

I LOVE MOM, LOVE KATE... Love everybody that are there for me when i'm down x3

But then, LOUIS SUCK!!!!!!!!!!! :x hahahahs! Just j/k. hahahs! Cheer up too(:
Promises are still hanging on the air... I'm not like you promise breaker :D hahahas!

I'm a bitch, scold me whatever you can :D

2010-06-01T16:15:00.002+08:00

SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING !~~~
Kinda lazy this few days..... hahahahaahs ! :x
Will be blogging when i'm not lazy bah..... <3

Love is just a word until you find someone who will give its definition.

2010-04-29T10:24:00.004+08:00

17thApril -
Meet ben and 2 others friend at cine, watch "kick ass" movie. Bloody show :x LOL
After the movie went changi, wanted to eat, but nothing to eat.... So change to bedok, meet mama and louis there also, but nothing to eat also ! -.-
End up went desker eat dim sum -.- Mama and louis went home after eating, ben, me and 2 more friends go marina barrage slack.
Go home when the sun rising. Meet bear, rabbit and bird under my blk, chit-chat. Homeeeeee (:
18thApril -
Never go out :x
19thApril -
Meet louis and bear at amk mrt, go yishun find ah gal and 2 of her friend....
Went yishun dam slack and then to 700+ slack. Cab home. Nothing to elaborate today.
Cos you know i know, keep in heart can already ^^ LOL ! Cab homeeeeeee (:
20thApril -
Meet bear and louis under my blk, went katong eat ba kut teh cos i'm hungry :x
After eating went bishan prime market to search for kinder surprise, but don't have ):
So bought ice cream from 7-11. Go lower pierce slack. but there no good to slack.... So i say, go woodlands reminiscence ! :x hahahs ! Woodlands slack, homeeeeeee (:
21stApril -
Meet bear and slack downstairs, homeeeeeeee (:
22ndApril -
Wait for baby at bishan, he with his friends, then go eat, but the food suck ): Homeeeee (:
Chat on msn until like mad -.- Keep laughing to the comp, WTFFFFFFFF !
Chat until morning -.- Can't believe it man ! After that i'm hungry -.- Craving for laksa, so bear came down from bishan and buy me laksa :x *touching* LOL !
But don't get the wrong idea cos is someone ask him to do so :x LOL ! .......
Chat until 12pm, homeeeeeee (:
23rdApril -
Mama buy food come back for me, then go out with guys -.- Nia eh ! Still buy bitter soup. Want me die -.-
I never eat, i call louis buy me curry chicken from clementi instead, LOL !!!
Mama bring the guy waiting for us downstairs, go bishan find bear bear, then planning go where, so we went cine play number ball. Go tpy eat ~ Mama's friend go home. The rest come my house downstairs slack, LOL ! cos 11.30am formula drift !!! So we can't sleep ): Homeeeeee, prepare for formula drift :x
24thApril -
Go flyers eat popeyes, Cause bear still haven't buy tix. Waiting for nash to sell him tix. After that go in, see drift. LOL .....
After the event, went vivo city to find my bro, wait for him to finish work, send louis home, send bear home, homeeeeeeee, shower.... Still can't sleep ): Must transfer all the video if not tomorrow no space .... sleep... 33hours never sleep -.- zzzz
25thApril -
Wake up, shag shag shag shag shag !!!!!!! Louis come find us, go marina sq eat, meet bear at the grandstand. See drift :D
After that go vivo walk while waiting for my bro finish work, bought mask from TheFaceShop, bought 2 box of kindersurprise from TheCocoaTree. Homeeeeeeee :D
26thApril -
Go plaza sing walk walk with baby, bought 2 doraemon $60 :x Then far east, lucky plaza buy slipper, taka, cine, back to taka find baobei. LOL.
Took bus 7 at lucky plaza, went bugis iluma find bro and his gf. Bugis street walk walk.
After that go cine kbox and sing ! :D His gf send bro home, then send me and baby go bear bear blk, slack. homeeeeeeee (:
27thApril -
Omg... Sleep for 14 hours -.- Louis come find me, go dam slack, go katong eat. Bishan find bear slack, homeeeeee :D
28thApril -
CRAMPS KILLING ME ! T-T
Can't sleep properly, keep wake up and sleep .... Hais.... ):
29thApril -
Going to sch later.... Sian. Lucky my cramp get much better. Eww ):
*ToBeContinue* :D

Sometimes, people choose to leave not because of selfish reasons, but because they know that things will get worse if they stay....

2010-04-17T19:20:00.004+08:00

2ndApril -
Me and mama meet louis under my blk, talk talk, thinking of going where....
After that think of go cine play pool, but too many people. So go kbox instead :D hahas !
After kbox went chong boon mcdonald eat , Homeeeeeee (:
3rdApril -
Meet kelvin, wanted to go beach rd play pool, but no table :x So went to west coast cc and play :D
Play half way louis came, continue playing.... After that i have the urges of eating ba kut teh ;x so went katong eat, hahas !
Kelvin went home after that, so me and louis went bishan meet bear bear, slack, homeeee (:
4thApril -
Mrt to yishun with baby, meet alex, elton. Cab to yishun safra, play pool. One of their friend came, play awhile more.
Walked to 925, they ate there :x After that they went home, me and baby go eat xin wang.
Cab homeeee (: Meet bear at bishan, homeeeeeee ....
5thApril -
Never go out.....
6thApril -
Ma and mama meet louis, go punggol find henry and see his babyboy, so cuteeeee !
Go downstairs coffee shop and talk talk, After that henry went home.
Me, mama & louis went marina HK cafe eat :D Marina barrage slack awhile, send mama home.
Me and louis go yishun dam.... Homeeeeee (:
7thApril -
Sleep whole day -.- 10pm woke up. World war 3, broke off with boyfriend =.= zzz
Never go out , sleep again -.- zzz !
8thApril -
Go school ...... Home, amin come amk meet me and louis, go upp thomson eat. Talktalk, homeeeeeeeee.
9thApril -
Meet zhiwei, walk around yishun find things eat, appetite not very good ): End up buy chicken cutlet go his house eat.
Sleeppppppp -.-
10&11thApril -
Kena aeroplane by mama -.-At zhiwei's house until want mad. End up cab go bishan find bear bear.
slack until 9am+ suddenly think of playing pool. 11am+ went to bear bear's house shower all that, 12pm+ go J8 eat then went sin ming there wait for the shop open. Play until 4pm+
End up reach home liao, wait for mama come back, go kor's working place at kallang leisure park.
Accompany him until he after work at 10pm ! -.- Wait his gf come, go newton eat, homeeee -.-
33hours never sleep -.- go home 5mins fall asleep liao. LOL !
12thApril -
Sleep for 17hours =.= Meet louis under my blk, bear come, louis go home, baby come down, bear go home, go eat, homeeeeeeee :D
13thApril -
Mama fetch baby go home, went clementi find louis awhile, prata house eat. Homeeeeee :D
14thApril -
Never go out .....
15thApril -
Go j8 coffee bean drink with baby while waiting for bearbear .... go somewhere slack, go sin ming play pool. Bus home, meet bear under my blk. slack, Homeeeeeee :D
16thApril -
Go queensway with baby, he go interview work, tomorrow can start work ler :D Jiayou (:
Eat... Took bus 855 to yishun, but alight at upp thomson, cos ....... i want da bian ! zzz
Walk to mrt, back to yishun :D zw's house, get aeroplane by my mother again -.- WTH ! !@#$%^&*()
Go downstairs meet baby's friend, my iphone shut down ): ask his friend help me charge :x hahahs!
Waited for mama to come, homeeeee :D

2010-04-03T17:12:00.001+08:00

Saving money for licenseeeeee ! So far only saved $50 ............. zzzzzzz !
Money money $_$

Leave if you want , i don't live for you .

2010-04-02T18:18:00.005+08:00

25thMarch -

Ahhhhhhhhh ! Sian ahhhhhhhhh ! -.- At night prepare , meet louis , went to amk hub find my brother . sit sit at s11 awhile .

Then go bukit batok , hahas ! Go ah gong's song ka -.- On the way there , got a WRX disturb brother's gf , purposely keep misfire . LOL .

Then chiong ah ! :x Reach song ka liao is damn boreddddddd ...... Nothing to do , talk talk slack slack and all .

Me and my brother tahan until morning , after that morning we ask permission to go home :x

Cab home , waste my $21.85 !!!!!!!! zzzz Sleep .

26thMarch -

Louis after work come fetch me and brother to song ka , nothing to do , damn bored again -.- zzz

mama come find us at song ka . Around midnight , me , louis , mama , brother and brother's gf go woodlands the new driving school and see , it's suck ! Indoor type =.=

Go back song ka , talk slack awhile , then i go home with mama :x brother stay there :D

Sleeppppp ~

27thMarch -

Going back song ka ler ):I thought today got curry ! -.- End up go there no curry ! Assssssss ! zzz

Nothing to do , at night go home sleepppppp !

28thMarch -

Morning 10am must reach -.- Wake up wash up all that, sit there listen they niam keng -.- Want sleep liao , LOL !

Sit bus go mandai , burn . Sit bus back then eat , change , homeeee :D

Mama fetch us home , after that louis come find me , go tpy buy iphone casing . Slack at house downstairs . Baby come back from work . Homeeeeeeee (:

29thMarch -

Meet louis and mama under blk , bring mama go kaki bukit repair her car . After that go katong eat katong laksa , fetch mama home .

Me and louis go yishun dam slack , then i suddenly crave of eating mash potato :x so went kallang , but KFC never open ):

So eat spicy fries noh .... Slack at house downstair , wait for mama , brother and brother's gf to come down cos they suddenly say want go eat , went to punggol and eeat , homeeeeeee :D

30thMarch -

Louis come find me and mama , bring mama go kaki bukit collect car , go mark's shop servicing .

Me and mama whole day no eat !!! ): Don't know go where eat , so i attitude and go home :x

Later mama come up talk to me , end up go down again , drive to caltex , pump petrol .

Go upper thomson han's , but renovate -.- NB , i attitude again :x LOL !!!

After that go shenton way eat , hahas ! Homeeee !

Bear say he bored , so meet him under my blk , chat slack . Homeeeee .

31stMarch -

Meet pig , went bishan meet bear and bird , eat maggie goreng . After that go amk blk 643 call spider down , talk talk awhile .

All move go under my blk ;x LOL ! I FOOL UNTIL LOUIS ! LOL ! Stupig :x

1stApril -

Go school , meet bear , louis come later. After school , mama and bro come meet me at bishan , wait for bro's gf .

Go mandai find the wash car der , end up close , so go another car wash and wash car .

Go bukit panjang pump oil .

Go haji lane sheesha :D hahahs ! Have fun there :D

After that go mandai upper seletar reservior . slack awhile , homeeeeeee ! (:

I really don't know what to do , you guys are irritating !

2010-03-25T16:00:00.004+08:00

22thMarch -
Louis come find me , went to blk 643 find cavan and deep they all chat and slack :D Homeee after that (:
23thMarch -
Louis come find me , i haven't eat so went chong boon and eat mcdonald :D
After that around 1.30am went blk 331 to collect my stuff ..... Went yishun dam awhile . Homeeee (:
24thMarch -
Early in the morning dad called me and tell me grandpa dead . Ask me go down his song ka , still must fucking stay there ! WHATTHEFUCK ! Nvm , call my bro to talk with him :x Around evening MRT to yishun ..... Baby wanted to collect his POSB card -.- Told me the person call him go yishun blk 920 .... Then later we reach only saw 926 got POSB .
I use my HP search for 920. But don't have that blk -.- End up is 290 ...... LOL .
Went to baby's house find my ITE paper , can't find until it :@:@ !
Then nvm , i'm craving for tako balls out of sudden :x so went northpoint and buy :DDD
Then back to baby's house again , looking at baby baby's photo :x hahahas !
Talk with his sis , and together disturb baby ;x He was like so gong gong ! :x hahahas !
25thMarch -
Now is 4.11pm and i'm still tired ): My dad woke me up at around 2pm+
Telling me not to go sch today , cos want me attend my ahgong's funeral . I say okokokokokok -.-
Go back to sleep . End up few mins later he call again .
Father : what time after sch
Me : 10pm...
Father : you go sch first loh , after sch then i come fetch you and brother .
Me : okokokokok !
Father : after sch what time will reach home ?
I'm thinking .....
Then he shouted at me
Father : i'm driving i not free to talk on phone with you okay !
I shout back .
Me : wait lah , i must think right !?
Father : you talk so loud for what ?
Me : is you shout at me first leh .....
Then he quiet
Me : reach home around 10pm+
So unreasonable . What a father are you ? You didn't even give us money for like so many fucking years , now got problem then come find us .
Didn't even like find time to meet us , but you can meet YOUR GF like ANYDAY ANYTIME .
Still want to raise your voice at us ?
Take $10 from you also hard , new year still need beg you for money . Ang bao money give us like lesser and lesser .
USELESSSSSSS .
You can't even takecare of us still want to snatch us with mum when you all divorce .
You can't even take care of us still born us out when you and mum are not even in love !
You torture me like your fucking toy when i'm staying with you.
You said i'm so skinny cos my mum never feed me , what about you ?!
YOU ARE JUST LIKE HYPOCRITE !
You should hell thanks to her that i'm not DEAD yet .

Tell me what you want to know !

2010-03-22T11:27:00.003+08:00

Rebond and cut hair ): But this picture can't see any different lah :D Cos too dark :x

Baby draw der :x His drawing suckkkkkkk ! LOL ! x3 x3 x3

15thMarch -
Baobei come find me at night went downstairs for supper :D ! Eat finish then go home ler (:
16thMarch -
Baobei come find me with amin , they quarreled about some unimpt things so no need elaborate luh :D
After that everything back to normal ler -.- Went to the malay/indian store eat .... Keep laughing non-stop -.- I forget laugh about what liao. LOL !
Sit under my blk , slack , talk ... Amin repairing his car's meter . Homeeeeee (:
17thMarch -
Go baby's house eat his father cooking :x not bad not bad :D
On the way to 'don't know where' saw jiawen and baby's friend. Then sit down and talk talk -.-
After that they go powerhouse i think ... Me and baby took last train home .
And thennnnnnnnnnnn , saw this 3 girls at mrt , 1 girl look at me with like 'don't know how to explain' eyes . zzz ! After that walk till outside mrt that bus-stop , i heard them say 'My bus haven't reach' but baby say he heard them say 'look alike leh, look alike leh' ....
And because i walk home with baby , they 3 accompany me walk until next bus-stop -.- LOL !?
And they sit down at bus-stop , end up they shouted 'carine!' i turn back , walk towards them and ask what ? who you ? o.o 1 girl say very fast , i heard as 'ai bum' , and then my msn contact got a name called 'aidan' i thought is her .
End up is iDUMBx -.- LOL ! After that walk home ler ^^
18thMarch -
2pm+ prepare okay , but raining , so must wait the rain to stop ): Wait until 5pm+ !!! zzz .....
Went to bishan renew my plan and bought a 16GB iphone ... Newest version cannot JB ):
And then went home , and call my bro help me to download this and that :x
I'm late for schoollllllll ! LOL , went to sch until 10pm . Go slack ! Homeeeeeee ~
19thMarch -
Never go out ~ :D
20thMarch -
Went to cut and reborn hair ! T-T Cut until short short !!! ): After that baobei and amin come find me , talk and slack .... Homeeeee (:
21stMarch -
Never go outttt ! :D

You're just a shit to me :D

2010-03-15T12:29:00.003+08:00

Random baby , call me wear his smart4 and take photo -.-

9thMarch -

Went downstairs meet darling's friend . End up they say go kbox cos cheap cheap , so went home and make up , cab to cine .

Sing sing sing , i broke a glass cup T-T ! My careless :x hahahas ! Went to eat mac breakfast , homeeeee (:

10thMarch -

Meet friend , slack slack awhile . homeeeeeeee (:

11thMarch&12thMarch -

Never go out (: so guai i know :D

13thMarch -

Went house downstairs eat botak jones , cab to bishan ITE . Go apply for night class (: thursday gonna study ler (:

After that mrt to yishun , go baby's first , then went to find his friend ................. Homeeeee .

Irene ask me go clarke quay find her because something happen to her -.- mad :x

I ask my friend go fetch her come find me instead , hahahas !

Go don't know where buy porridge cos irene say she's hungry , then to friend's house play pool and watch tv (: Hahas ! Homeeeeee (:

14thMarch -

Sleep whole day :x

15thMarch -

Baby first day of work today ! (: JIAYOU ! x3

I gonna reborn my hair again soon ! LOL !

我很努力的在接受。。。

可是我有时真的感觉不到。

我爱我的妈妈，宝贝，男朋友和朋友。

2010-03-08T21:29:00.003+08:00

Eww ~ fuck ): i sold my 6210navi and omnia1 ...... so those photo that i took recently gone ler ):
Nothing to post leh .... but people keep call me update update update ~ LOL ! :x
Never go out this few days ... at home doing nothing .. Hahahs ~
Okay ..... so i'm not posting about past few days , cos i've forgotten :x heh heh ~
Hmm , just back home , went down find bro and ruyee !!!!!! So so long never saw her ler ....
hahahs ! Later meeting kate'baobei maybe (: My laziness is coming real soon ~ I need to go out and exercise ... LOL ! :x

Renewing my plans and changing to iphone on 18march ~ :DDD !
Maybe will change my number also (:

Lick it , suck it & fuck it ~

Type it out of boredom :x LOL ! Ignore my insane :D

TO ANMEAREE ....

2010-03-04T21:28:00.002+08:00

http://xiaotears-thluvs.blogspot.com/

Omg , i feel so childish playing with you ....
Convesation between me and her before someone tell me her blog ....

Carine - Hey .
Anmearee - yes?
Carine - You add me for ?
Anmearee - i just want tell you i never rips your photo le
Anmearee - i alr mend my ways le
Carine - Really ?
Anmearee - yahhs
Carine - Then why still private your blog ?
Carine - Invite me in then
Anmearee - i never play blog le
Anmearee - sumpah
Carine - Yur the akiko-luvvs ?
Anmearee - my blog kena hack le
Carine - You everytime say the same -.-
Anmearee - realli
Carine - Then you know who hack it ?
Carine - So easy hack my whole account already get hack
Anmearee - don't know
Carine - Then now what ?
Carine - Where you hang already ?
Carine - AMK FHS huh ?
Anmearee - no
Carine - Then why still "po" you FHS want ?
Anmearee - i never po lea
Carine - Why that time at phone so guai lan with that guy ?
Carine - You call him not happy come amk talk ?
Anmearee - i just fcuk care him lea
Anmearee - do i need t care about him?
Anmearee - no lohhs
Carine - Lol ... what happen between you and him ?
Carine - Can put your own photo ?
Carine - I want see your gold hair
Anmearee - can see?
Carine - Okay (:
Carine - Good that you think thru then ....

Anmearee ah , how many times i caught you already huh ? World so many people why must rip my photo ?
So many girls more pretty and cute then me , why me ? Cos my name POP ?
Amk fhs..... LOL ! Wtfishhh ~ Use your own photo if you want to be pop luh ...
Ugly , you very ugly meh ? Dye your hair all that , still got people call me say you become chio .... I'm so anticipate to see your fucking face once again .. Hahahahahs !
Since someone say you chio , why not use your own photo to make friends ?
Oh , you want be ah lian , i teach you . Go put tattoo , make up thick thick .... wear those shirt that show cleavage der . smoke . Go out talk with (fuck you , cheebye all this vulgarities ..)
Mostly ah lian is like that der . don't you think so ?
Please use your brain lah , what's the use of bring a ah lian ? Can feed you meh ?
Be a good girl , study hard , take cert , go out work , married , have your own family ... don't you find it better ?
Now what century already ? People all working hard now , detest ah lians already luh ... -.-
When you tio tai ji with people , only talk on msn ? Not sian meh ? come out talk more enthalling mah ...
Hiding behind comp , want be what ah lian -.- ? tsk ..... nothing to say liao :D Boring entertaining you ...

Tadaaaaaaaa ~ I'm so bored at home :x waiting for darling to book out ~

2010-03-02T04:55:00.006+08:00

25thFeb -

At home resttt :D

26thFeb -

Darling book out come find me , downstairs da bao things eat ... homeeeee (:

27thFeb -

Prepare okay ler ~ still have time so took some photo to kill time .... hahahs !

Cab to semb home team NS's chalet , cos darling's sis early celebrate her birthday (:

Went there awhile , then mrt to yishun , darling want go home change ... I hungry , so da bao go darling's house eat :x

Walk to blk 127 find crystal , see her baby ! Cute :D

Slack awhile , walk go chambers find darling's friend while waiting for baobei and amin come . Exercise man ..... LOL .

After that went blk 600+ find amin's friend . At there talk talk till 1am . His friend said i look like japan animation -.- LOL !

Go oasis ~ waited for jesline and her friends to come , but end up went 72 ...

Inside damn bored :D after that ji fan going sabai , just right beside me . So meet him outside and chat . super long never chat with him like that ler ! Hoho ~

After that , 5-6am + wait for cab , homeeeeeee (:

28thFeb -

At home sleeping .... LOL .

1stMarch -

Prepare okay liao , still got time so take photo :x LOL .

Mrt to semb meet darling's friend , taxi-stand wait for baobei , then cab to semb area there the pub ... Drink ~

There got a waitress very funny :x I said i'm hungry but no kopitiam open ):

End up she took 5 otah give me ! LOL ! Damn cute ..... Did have fun , but it's short while :x

Exhausted .

Sometime love are really too tired for me to handle it.....

最好是可以不爱了。

最好世界根本没有爱。

2010-02-25T18:53:00.002+08:00

22thFeb -

At home dying soon ): Never go out . Cough till want die ler .....

23thFeb -

Eric come find me , take mrt to queensway . Cab to alexandra hospital visit someone ...

Go queenstown eat then bus back to amk :D Accompany eric eat under my blk , Homeeeee (:

Darling suddenly can book out -.- LOL . Darling come find me , Mrt to yishun meet baobei slack ... Homeeeeeee (:

Hungry , so went downstairs 7-11 buy cup noodles eat . Homeeeeeeeee (:

24thFeb -

Mrt to yishun meet people slack then go darling's house .

I hungry so go down buy chicken cutlet eat :x mrt homeeee (: Sms baobei where she then go amk blk 471 meet baobei . Homeeeee (:

我爱韩智为。

2010-02-22T18:39:00.002+08:00

Telling people how i hurt you ....
Telling people how you feel ....
Telling people how good you treat me ....
Yeah , my fault , everything my fault ....
Bunch of fucktard .
People who say it's my fault -
You know nothing about me . Want forget about our friendship just because of this . Then forget it .
In a relationship when gonna break up , sure is one bad , one hurt , two at faults . But it's okay , those that can't see any fault in him , just blame it at me for hurting him then ..
Yah , i'm stupid , i gave up the person that live for me . So what if he live for me ? it will only make me feel more awkward . And what's the point to continue this relationship without LOVE ?

Fine , from today onwards we are not even a friend . Waste my fucking effort to even think and care . Coughing till tears came out , can't even sleep . Oh , i forget it's my fault to even intrude your privacy . ASSHOLE .

And , i'm sorry to bite your heart then tell you it isn't delicious ...

2010-02-22T12:23:00.002+08:00

爱不单行- Show

Zhiwei - 爱不单行别害怕因为有我在这里爱你。

和你在一起我没有那种陌生的感觉... 我爱你,韩智为！

2010-02-22T02:37:00.002+08:00

17thFeb -

Going double O , but end up baobei wanna go , so she lend dress from me , she came my house with nicholas tan and try the dress , slack awhile while waiting for zhiwei .

After he came we went down wanna take cab go clarke quay , end up acid boi called me and say he at amk wanna meet me , but i told him i going double O , he said nevermind his friend fetch us go .

So we hop into the car and went clarke quay .

Meet louis there cos my i/c with him .

End up can't go in cos baobei not enough age ....... ):

So went to walk around finding things to do , end up siming called nicholas ask if wanna go play lan . We okay with it then go lohs .

But i never on comp :x waste of money .... went concord hotel the lanshop .

Homeeeeee (:

18thFeb -

Zhiwei came my block and find me , slack awhile , end up stomach cramp .... so went home (:

19thFeb -

Never go out ... at home be guai baobao :x

20thFeb -

Zhiwei come find me ... at night go chambers with bro to meet some guys play lan ...

Never open comp again cos waste of money :x hahahahas !

After that eat at near by coffee shop , slack outside chong pang 7-11 ...

Homeeeeeeee (:

21thFeb -

Baobei after work come find me with amin , went east coast slack awhile .

When wanna go home , amin saw something at baobei phone , so quarreled ... Hope everything back to normal then ... CHEER UP (:

Homeeee (:

Awhile more that stupid pig(zhiwei) tell me he hungry , so went down my house downstairs the malay store eat prata :D after that home (:

对你有一种说不出的感觉。。。

\我爱你/

DJ , blow up my speaker .

2010-02-17T06:10:00.006+08:00

13thFeb -

Baobei come find me :D Then louis come after that (: went khatib mac meet nicholas poh .

Went to rain pub at UE2 drink , smoke , play pool .

After that went botanic garden eat mr.prata . LOL .

Sentosa with baobei , nicholas poh and louis (:

Fetch bao beo and nicholas home in the morning (:

Homeeeeeeee (:

14thFeb -

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF (:

Went geylang old people hospital see my grandma's mother .

Then went to amk mother side relative's house bai nian then father side .

Go amk fetch zennn , go boat quay raining pub (: waited for baobei and nicholas poh :D

Hmm , found out i lost the present that eric gift me T-T

Not exactly happy afterall .

Homeeeeeee (:

15thFeb -

Never go out (: At home be guai bao bao .

16thFeb -

Louis come find me , went to far east buy my slipper :D

Plaza sing buy necklace .

Homeeeeeee (:

Sometimes i don't know what i want .

Sometimes i don't know what i need .

Sometimes i feel you are not the one .

Sometimes i so wanted to be single .

Sometimes i feel like ending it .

What things did you do , because you care ? -.-

I make you jealous ?

Hey , come on , you sit with baobei so close , talk ear to ear , what is this ?

Playing with waitress until so excited , what is this ?

Took baobei number from nicholas , what is this ?

Telling jacky , qiqi , baobei everything BAD that i did , what is this again ?

Finding for people to help you ?

I go and sit with my friends and talk , like that only you jealous ?

Hey , this is not what you can control me okay .

Then when my tears flow down , who fucking know that too ?

When my heart in pain , who fucking know that also ?

Who are the one by my side ? NO FUCKING ONE .

I'm not like baobei , can because of amin lose all her friends .

My heart ain't soft . It's not gonna be soft .

Because of you i fucking lost many things too , who fucking know that ? Nobody .....

Because of you my emotion change like fuck , no longer the happy me ....

Because of you i let your mother say until like fuck . Who fucking know my feelings ?

Because of you everybody treat me differently .

I don't even know why the FUCK i love you for .

I get nothing but sadness .

2010-02-13T16:42:00.005+08:00

5thFeb -

Never go out , at home be guai bao bao :x

6thFeb -

Louis come find me , i feel like eating mash potato , so go kallang mac eat KFC :D hahahs !

After eat , go marina barrage (: slack slack awhile , i let the wind blow until i giddy -.- lol.

Then he suddenly say go yishun park play swing -.-

Homeeeeee (:

7thFeb -

Eric come find me , i hungry so went to holland eat swensen , after eating go east coast slack .

Homeeeeeeee (:

8thFeb -

Eric come find me , go far east eat curry and make hair (: go ion help derek see people :x

Eric's dad suddenly call him go find him make things , so accompany him to yishun .

Homeeeeeeee (:

9thFeb -

Zhi wei come find me , he want buy new year clothes , accompany him to far east .

Meet his friend , and slack .

Indeed 14th feb understand 14th feb people , thinking almost the same , LOL !

Come back house downstairs slack awhile .

- Scary part -

When i on the way home , got a guy went in lift with me , he smile at me so i smile back -.-

After that went out of the lift , i walk out first then he call me from behind .

Him : Xiao jie .

Me : Huh ?

Him : Ke yi gei wo ni de hao ma ma ?

Me : zuo mo leh ?

*He keep walk towards me* *I shivering already* *So bo bian i gave him*

Homeeeeeeee (:

Eric come find me . Accompany him to JB , eat .

Homeeeeee (:

10thFeb -

Louis come find me , shop for me new year clothes at far east ^^

Come back home eat cos my brother cook -.- Miracle , so must eat . LOL .

Go west coast mac meet people . Kent ridge park . chat chat awhile . Yishun dam .

Homeeeeeee (:

11thFeb -

Louis come find me , went louis sell angela's sis the hair straightener . I hungry so feellike going HK cafe and eat .

Went cine but HK cafe 2am close ): so went thomson eat .

Homeeeeeeeee (:

I draw cockroach on louis leg , LOL ! Then he call me draw the heart on his chest -.-

12thFeb -

Go orchard eat HK cafe , go home change , go pit building , but too pack -.- so went boat quay .

Have fun there ! :D

After that sending jacky home , saw a car accident until jia lat -.- The tree drop .

Lucky the driver is safe . After that send nicholas home .

Homeeeeee (:

Tomorrow might be going boat quay again (: This time gonna drink with baobei ler . hahas !

Tomorrow my 18th birthdayyyyyyyyyyyy !!!!!

Those who wanna join just sms me (: LOVES !

2010-02-07T22:23:00.002+08:00

ALL RED AFFAIR @ F1 PITBUILDING 12th February
"AN EXCLUSIVE CNY SPECIAL"
12th FEBRUARY 2010, FRIDAY
Doors open 10pm to 6am

YO YO YO! It's once again time for some fun cause THE PARTY BOX people are back !

Missed the recent new year celebration ? Fret not, because we're about to give you guys a second new year with 8 hours of fiery fun!

Held at the very underground and very exclusive F1 Pit Building where artistes like Samantha Ronson, Will I Am, Lewis Hamilton have partied before, we are partying GLAM AND RED STYLE to celebrate Chinese New Year as well!

Dress up in matching colors and designs with your beloved soulmate and get yourself walking in through our ALL NIGHT LONG COUPLES PIORITY QUEUE!

And if you are Still single. RELAX AND GRAB YOURSELF A GIRL OR BOY CAUSE IT'S GONNA BE HELLUVA PARTAYE BABY!

Feel the rapid sensations of the nightas you PARTY PEOPLE get your favourite, most wanted and very underground celebrity DJS Featuring:

DJ TOK
Dewdropzz
along with MC SOF!!!

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DJ TOK

A maestro at his vinyls. Started spinning at a young age of 15, and touted to be one of the best of all times when it comes to the understanding of music. Be it Electro, RNB or Trance, he's definitely had it all. Currently grooming a new set of young DJs under his belt, DJ TOK is definitely unbeatable at the decks this 2010.

And as he always says... "Music always strikes the hardest"

DJ DEWDROPZZ

Recently featured on Life Section of the Straits Times, Youth Inc Paper, with a half page coverage of DJ Dewdropzz. You know he's not an ordinary DJ. Only 17, DJ Dewdropzz brings you an eclectic mix of the very popular electropop which he picked up during his performance stints at The Butter Factory in 2009. He will be participating in World DMC Championships this year and he's definitely someone to look out for!

MC SOF

The partyman, the spirit of the party, the one who leads the crowd, the one who gets you up high with the music, is MC SOF.Owing his fast success to the love from the people and his quick growing fanbase, he is now the hottest thing every party-goer is talking about. Shared common stage hosting with Female's Most Gorgeous woman 2009, Annabel Tan, as well as with the young rock starlets, Stellastory. MC SOF knows how to get the girls and the boys too.

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ARE HERE TO BLAST AND GET THE PARTY STARTED !

Be on your toes as we select randomly 8 couples to play our very first TRUTH AND DARE GAMES, with each truth guaranteed to shock you people and each dare guaranteed to laugh yourselves silly! Get spotted with your beau for you might be just the WINNING COUPLE who walks away with a load of cash and prizes!

Make yourself feel free at home at the dance floor as we throw out RED PACKETS to commemorate THE 2010 CHINESE NEW YEAR in Singapore!Stick around and dance all night for we're gonna make your wallets FAT !

Once again, The Party Box presents to you the FIRST AND WORTHY PARTY OF 2010 at an exclusive hideout, THE F1 PIT BUILDING

ALL RED AFFAIR
THE F1 PIT BUILDING
TILL 6AM

MIXAGE !
$20/per tickets !
CONTACT ME NOW FOR TICKETS RESERVATION OR MORE INFORMATION !
My msn : inimitable-@live.com

We wish everyone a ELECTROHOPPIN LOVIN GOOD TIME this Chinese New Year!

Baboon !

2010-02-05T10:17:00.004+08:00

Msn convesation with inamorato

Me : Darling , i look like bamboo hor ? o.o
Him : Baboon more like it .
Me : zzzzzzzzzzzzz ! FROM HEAD TO TOE I WHERE LOOK LIKE BABOON !?
Him : from head to toe you look like a baboon . Complete duplicate .
Me : THEN WHAT ARE YOU ? You are baboon's ass !
Him : Lols , i where got red ? Where got ?
Me : FROM HEAD TO TOE YOU LOOK RED , COMPLETE DUPLICATE !
Him : What ? You cock eyes .
Me : You then cock eyes , love a baboon .

Ewwwwwwww ~ So boring ! Now is 10.21am ~ I'm still awake ):
Inamorato at work can't sleep , so he torture me to be awake with him , LOL !
No lah , i ownself accompany him der (:
Nothing to blog ler , bye ....

I love my inamorato , he's sucky !

Trust your intuition. If something seems too good to be true, it probably is.

2010-02-05T06:52:00.004+08:00

29thJan -

- Louis come find me . Never go out (:

30thJan -

- Go car inspec with mum , home (:

- Eric come find me , go amk hub eat fish & co.

- Bishan park slack while waiting for derek . Go derek blk below chat .

- JB with eric , Homeeeeeee (:

- Louis come find me , east coast park slack . Cozy bay .

- Homeeeeee (:

31stJan -

- Go tpy eat sizzler with louis , cut hair , far east make hair .

- Yishun dam slack awhile , homeeeeeee (:

1stFeb -

- Never go outtt (:

2ndFeb -

- Louis come find me , yishun eat , homeeeeee (:

3rdfeb -

- Lawrence come find me , go northpoint find crystal and pei zhuang , safra party world .

- Lawrence leave after that .

- Louis come find me , go northpoint find crystal's friends .

- Cracking jokes there , keep laughing -.- LOL

- Homeeeeeeeee (:

4thFeb -

- Video calling with louis , LOL ! He wrote that on a paper and say .

Him : Take photo leh !

Me : Wait lah ! Playing bejeweled .

" After he heard the bejeweled ending sound "

Him : Take photo !

Me : * Take my phone camera and take *

Him : You stupid ah , i say use print screen not phone camera !

Me : You then stupid ah ! Same same lah .

- Louis come find me , go chong boon mac eat .

- Yishun dam :x

- Homeeeeeeee (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IRENE (:

My birthday reaching soon , but still feel bored ):
Cos too many event cramp together , argh ! Make me don't know how to celebrate .
How how how ?!

Don't know what they thinking .

2010-02-02T16:26:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i wonder , why people don't answer what we ask .
When we ask what will they do or feel .
Thier answer is like , got this ? got that ?
I'm just asking a simple question "WHAT WILL YOU FEEL OR DO? "
Is it that hard to answer ? zzz .

Me : If one day you wake up in a red room with no windows and door . how ah ?
Him : why red room with no windows and doors?
Me : I ask you jiu answer lah
Him : gt multiple choice anot ah
Me : NO !111111111 -.-
Him : hmmm isit mirrors ? are there holes ?
Me : I'm asking !!!!!! If you wake up in a room with no windows and door . What will you do !!!!!!!!???????? I'm not calling you to guess what is that ! Talk to you i vomit blood
Him : got pipe ? isit those uber lame riddle
Me : zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz !!!!!!!!! SWEET WANT LAH ! YOU JUST TELL ME WHAT WILL YOU DO OR FEEL .

Will you all blood boil !?

zzz

2010-02-02T00:09:00.002+08:00

TO ANMEAREE .

Telling you seriously stop fcuking test my patient ! Don't think i don't know you are visiting my blogs for pictures and ripping it .

Stop ripping my photo and put at your FUCKING DIRTY FAKE blog .

Don't dare me go up your fucking house . Try make my patient burst . I DARE YOU .

Before my patient burst , take my advised , either delete your fucking blog or change the photo and delete all of my photos from your FUCKING BLOG .

The first time we let you off . You told us you won't rip anymore .

The 2nd time we went up , you were lucky enough to delete all the photos inside of your comp before we could see it .

The 3rd time won't be so fucking easy for you .

You're just a small kids to me .

15 years old , this year 16 if i'm not wrong ?

Time to learn how to grow up and face the fact .

Why do you want people to hate and scold you ?

Do you have any sickness or heart problem ?

Sure there's someone out there for you .

What for doing all this that is useless ? -.-

Effing crazy !

Are people misunderstanding you? Or are you not making your intentions clear?

2010-01-29T15:09:00.012+08:00

22thJan -

- Eric come find me , go JB .

- Homeeeeeee (:

23thJan -

- Louis come find me , go thomson plaza buy bra , eat swensen , bugis junction watson buy make up .

- On the way home saw fire work !

- Homeeeeeeee (:

- Eric and derek come find me , slack below my blk .

- Homeeeeee (:

24thJan -

- Never go out (:

25thJan -

- I wake up sms my father give me $50 buy new year things :x He said he no money :@:@ ANGRY#

- Force him to give , end up he give :x hahahas !

- Papa come find me , pass me $50 , go mac eat (:

- Homeeeee (:

- Louis come find me , go tpy buy make up stuff , help brother buy iphone casing . Eat .

- Go yishun dam , slack .

- QUARRELED . You sucks ! !@#&^(^&*######## :p QQ (:

- Homeeeee (:

26thJan -

- Louis come find me , go clementi eat maggi goreng , go sentosa slack , yishun dam .

- Homeeeeee (:

27thJan -

- Never go out (:

28thJan -

- Louis come find me , go plaza sing watch movie ^^ "Avatar" Quite nice luh .

- Yishun dam .

I too bored nothing to do :x

He also nothing to do , LOL

- Yishun blk 925 eat .

- Homeeeeeee (:

In the arithmetic of love, one plus one equals everything, and two minus one equals nothing.

2010-01-26T15:06:00.001+08:00

Buy some new year clothes for yourself ? :D

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2010-01-24T22:20:00.001+08:00

在愛情里，給了承若就要承擔，給不了就不要隨便的說出口！不是每一句我愛你都是可以得到永遠的 , 不是每一句對不起都可以換來沒關系的.

承诺与承担是需要双方的认同才得以成立的，如果只是单方面所立下的承诺，可能只会带给对方困扰而已，有时候你认为承诺与承担是你给予对方的幸福，或许对不需要这一切的她来说只是一种因你私自决定的责任形成的枷锁而已。如果两情相悦，承诺是幸福，如果不是，那只是一种伤害，伤了她亦伤了自己..

2010-01-22T16:17:00.011+08:00

2010 DG's calendar !

Top(Mark's AE86) 2nd row(Ben's RX7,Jason's S13) 3rd row(Farid's S14)

4th row(mike,Andre,xiaojason,heng,louis,haze,chris's S15)

Left(Heng's S15) Right(raymond,farid,unknown's S14)

Left(White Woeitang,white george,black sean,orange daryl,red unknown,black unknown's S13) Right(Vincent's WRX)

Left(Reg's S2000) Right(ben's RX7)

Left(firduas,unknown's RX8) Right(Unknown's R34GTT)

Left(Clifford's AE86) Right(Lawrence's MR2)

Left(Gene's Right) Right(Louis's S15)

Top(Unknown's S13,Andre's S15) 2nd row(Mark,eugene's AE86) 3rd row(kouki's,zenki's S14)

4th row(Firdaus's RX8, daryl's S13)

Eschew anything stuffy or formal. Embrace the scruffy and independent.

2010-01-22T15:50:00.003+08:00

21stJan -
- Louis come find me , labrador park slack .
- Homeeeeeeeeee (:

Nice right :D ? Drift garage key holder .

有些事情你觉得幸福, 可是那不是你一辈子的幸福.

2010-01-21T19:00:00.003+08:00

16thJan -

- Louis come find me , Bro want buy iphone's casing , so went tpy buy .

- Homeeeeee (:

I HATE INTIMACY !

- Eric come find me , go east coast find his dad , they picnic there -.- LOL .

- Wait for derek come , go joo chiat buy wonton mee eat :D

- Walk walk awhile , wait for derek's friend , slack , talk .

- Homeeeeeeee (:

17thJan -

- Never go out(: At home watch show.

18thJan -

- Eric come find me , go bishan buy make up , tpy collect stuff .

- Eric's house celebrate his ah ma's birthday :D

- Go JB with eric and friends , came back go geylang make phone .

- Homeeeeeeee (:

19thJan -

- Eric come find me , go tpy perm hair .

My dark circle coming out ): Sleep sleep ~

- Yishun wash bike .

- Homeeeeeeeeee (:

20thJan -

- Never go out , at home watch show :D

每当我难过的时候，你在哪里？
每当我孤单的时候，你在哪里？
每当我需要人陪的时候，你又在哪里？
你根本就不能给我快乐，为什么还要勉强？
你也根本就不快乐，为什么还要勉强？这样只会让我们都不快乐。
我好累，可以停止吗？
都不快乐的两个人，勉强在一起也不会有幸福的。　你这样勉强下去，你只会是在我生命里让我不快乐的人。
你希望是这样吗？
你也不会。。。或许说，你不可能了解我，就算是多久的时间都不可能。
Think you should know , bu staying in a relationship that isn't working can be far more devastating .
这样久没见面，我已经习惯没有你的日子了。我撑着撑到麻了，我不爱了。
我已经把话说很清楚了，你要继续，还是放弃？
我流泪的时候，根本找不到人来陪，我不是你想象中的坚强。
我也不是你想象中的那么乐观，我只是把不快乐的事放在一边不去管，这样我才会比较快乐一点。
所以我不喜欢一直被问问题，不管是什么问题。
我不需要跟任何人说，我今天做了什么，去了哪里，跟谁出去 ETC ETC ! 我会觉得很烦。

我根本一点都不快乐！！！
真心的回答，你会快乐吗？

2010-01-19T13:48:00.001+08:00

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2010-01-18T13:26:00.002+08:00

沒有一百分的另一半　只有五十分的兩個人

付出真心　才會得到真心　卻也可能傷得徹底
保持距離　就能保護自己　卻也註定永遠寂寞

有時候　不是對方不在乎你　而是你把對方看得太重

冷漠　有時候並不是無情　只是一種避免被傷害的工具

為你的難過而快樂的　是敵人
為你的快樂而快樂的　是朋友
為你的難過而難過的　就是那些　該放進心裡的人

就算是 believe　中間也藏了一個 lie

真正的好朋友　並不是在一起就有聊不完的話題
而是在一起　就算不說話　也不會感到尷尬

朋友就是被你看透了　還能喜歡你的人

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Do not expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart. But if it does not, be content that it grew in yours.

Never say goodbye if you still want to try. Never give up if you still feel you can go on. Never say you do not love a person anymore if you cannot let go.

Do not go for looks, they can deceive. Do not go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile, because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

The happiest of people do not necessarily have the best of everything. They just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past. You can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying, and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

In our solitude, we find our peace.

2010-01-18T00:32:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i do think who accompany me when my emotions come ?
Who would share half of his for me ?
Who would still think of me when he will suffer in the end ?

I'm speechless for few minutes ......
Thinking who exactly will ....

You ? I don't know .... Does the feelings still there ? no ... I can't feel anything ... from you..
What i need ? What i want ? Do you know ? no.... you don't know...
Why ? Cos..... Time , no time for you to understand me .... (maybe you are staying at home to save money , and etc)
How many days do we meet a week ? How many hours we see each other when we met ?
Where we go ? What we done ?
And you want intimacy ? Is that too much ?

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I wanted so many things before new year come T-T
Bra/panties.
Perm hair .
New year clothes .
Heels/slipper .
contact lens .
Make up .
Bag/wallet .
And my useless dad never even give me any allowance since when i'm sec 2 .
And my mum stop giving me allowance too . I can understand why my mum stop giving .
But at least my mum make the effort to give me $100 for new year clothes .
But i don't understand why , why when i meet my dad and ask for just $10 he don't even bother to give ?
More worst , so long since i last saw my dad .
Today i ask him out for lunch/dinner he don't even care . WTF !
A taxi driver don't earn much to even give thier own child at least some money to buy things ?
When he is only earning money for himself and a house and his bill .
And my mum earning for herself , me , my brother , bills , our bills and a house .
Ahhhhhhhhhh , berserk !
No one to blame for this broken family .
I love my mum (only sometimes she abit pian xin)
My brother get what he want but i don't . It's okay then .
I just need to be happy and smile , CHEER UP :D
Independent , independent !
Gonna study soon and be independent . Sleeping soon , i'm tired .....
Good night everyone (:

[Edited]
And hey , don't criticise me when you don't know me well . Get a life and stop talking like a dua pai kia .
Stop flattering yourself with so many bullshit !
You only need people to accompany you ! You don't have good friend .
Prove that you have those things that you said , i'm not fcuking scare of you like other does .
Only using violent is what you can ?
Losing R.E.D you don't even care ? What a words coming out from your mouth .
You don't cherish good things infront of you even your gf .
Look at yourself before lecturing others .
Don't think you are RICH so can take people kindness for granted .
If you are as rich as what you say , you won't chase those few hundreds like a dog .
Quarreling with R.E.D , don't you feel anything ? Whose fault ?
You won't say it's yours , cos everything you do is right . You would say they are at fault . right ?
Lols , go and reflect it , you will regret one day .
Not every guys like you go around flirting/fcuking unknown girls from pub when you have a GF .
Stop teaching all the guys around you to be like you , shameless .

Okay , sleeping time ......

All that knowledge can be turned to wisdom if you go ahead and share what you know.

2010-01-16T14:13:00.000+08:00

9thJan -

- Louis come find me , go dempsey buy ice cream :D

- Go bugis meet irene , she say she hungry , so went to geylang and eat dim sum .

- Go yishun dam slack awhile , they want go toilet :x so went to coffee shop toilet .

- Go back yishun dam slack , irene want go home ler , so send her home .

- Homeeeeee (:

10thJan -

- Eric come find me , go upper thomson eat laksa :x

- Homeeeee (:

11thJan -

- Lawrence come find me , go upper pierce see monkey :x

- Then vivo city kbox .

- Labrator park slack . Nice place :D

- Homeeee (:

- Eric come find me , go marina HK cafe eat .

- Homeeeeeee (:

12thJan -

- Louis come find me , went to century square ear The Soup Restuarant .

- Kent ridge park :D Homeeeeeee (:

- Eric come find me , eat mac . Homeeeee (:

13thJan -

Irene message me asking if i wanna buy samsung JET $270, her friend selling .

Say say say , okay , i said COMFIRM . End up she say $290 . I also anything loh .

She say she go down pass irene the phone , irene give her money first .

End up irene told me she keep screaming at her , saying what if the phone condition not good , also must buy .

I was like thinking , wtf is she saying ? -.- don't tell me when she wanna buy a phone , even if the condition like SHIT , she also will buy ? -.-

End up irene ask me contact her myself , i call louis to call her :x She say the phone $270 -.-

Then i said okay , comfirm buy . 1030 meet tpy .

After awhile she call back , and ask if i want a 2GB memory card , altogether $290 . I said consider .

Obviously is consider if i want the memory card anot right ?

-----

Then 10pm i called her , she tell me , i thought you don't want already ?

I told her , when did i said don't want ?

She said , just now you say consider consider , then might as well don't waste time , i sell to my another friend ler .

I said , You just now call is asking if i want the memory card , obviously i'm saying will consider about the memory card .

Then end up she told me she selling to her friend ler . i say , nevermind lah like that .

Hell , you are the one wasting my time , not i'm wasting your time !

- Louis come find me at 8pm+ , go kallang meet people .
- Around 12pm+ say bye bye to them . Cos of the samsung JET's seller , i fucking not happy -.-

I don't like to be unhappy :x so went geylang buy a omnia i900 to reduce my unhappy -.- but still prefer JET ):

- Homeeeeeee (:

14thJan -

- Eric come find me , go tpy buy rubber casing for my omnia .

- Bought the monkey lucky charm from mac !

- Go upper pierce see monkey :x LOL -.-

- Go amk hub see got what movie , but time not suitable .

- So went homeeeee (:

- 11pm+ meet gid and one of his friend at yishun , go JB .

- After that gid and his friend go home , me and eric go blk515 eat :p Childhood place ):

- Homeeee (:

15th Jan -

- Eric come find me ,

- Meet derek at amk central .

- Watch movie , The Spy Next Door , a funny show ! LOL !

- Homeeee (:

Sometimes it's better to let go without knowing the real reason.. Cos it will surely hurt more to find it UNREASONABLE

2010-01-09T14:56:00.000+08:00

29thDec -

- Eric come find me , plaza sing walk walk , marina barrage slack .

- I hungry so went to ard city hall there eat :\

- Homeeeee (:

30thDec -

- Never go out :O

31stDec -

- Louis come find me , yishun dam slack , go northpoint toilet .

- Esplanade see firework at car -.-

- Go ps find baobei awhile , then she go watch movie .

- Me and louis go changi airport eat .

- Meet baobei at parklane after her movie , slack , eat fruits :x

- Send baobei home , homeeee (:

1stJan -

Brand new year ! Hope this year will be much more better then 2009 !

- Eric come find me , go his house eat curry , bring some back home give mama eat (:

- Go J8 buy perfumes bottle , homeeee and sleep (:

2ndJan -

- Louis come find me , go plaza sing watch movie , Watch "ci ling" , i don't know the english title -.- LOL

- go J8 buy thing , homeeee (:

- Go amk police station help my mama ask something , home again ;x

- Eric come find me , but i fall asleep :x he at downstairs wait quite long +.+ LOL !

3rdJan -

- Morning go JB with eric , his father and mother , sun bright like hell ahhhhhhhhh ! ><

- Pelangi leisure mall eat and walk walk . Homeeee bath -.-

- Go bishan find kokwei , go yishun dam find baobei while waiting kokwei to reach bugis :x

- After that , slack at yishun dam awhile , then go bishan find baobei and amin .

- Go yishun find amin's friend , go wash amin's car , go yishun dam slack awhile .

- Amin bring us go seng kang slack , but many worms -.- so i sleep inside the car , LOL !

- Homeee (:

4thJan -

- Go msia with eric , walk walk . Come back sg .

- Go singapore flyers eat popeyes

- Homeee (:

5thJan -

- Louis come find me , go davinci meet people , homeee (:

6thJan -

- Change blogskin , louis come find me , go singapore flyers eat popeyes , yishun dam slack .

- light house , louis's car dead :x Andy and reg came and help him , but no use also ):

- So towed back , Andy send us home (: Thanks :D

7thJan -

- Eric come find me , go amk central beside the blk playground meet baobei , wait for amin 2 hours -.-

- Slack awhile then they go ler (:

- Me and eric go JB with his dad , come back sg stop at road shoulder awhile , eric reverse then bang until me -.- IDIOT .

- But not so serious lah (: Abit blood , not so pain.

- Homeee .
8thJan -

- Louis come find me , go jurong find pang to pass me my key , go IBP .

- Yishun dam slack , go cine eat HK cafe . Homeeeeeeeee (:

http://www.iloveyous-addiction.blogspot.com/

She's anmearee ! The fake want .

http://www.babyishmineforever.blogspot.com/

For more info .

Eww , she changed her blog link to
http://xoxo---aikiko.blogspot.com/

2010-01-06T10:11:00.000+08:00

电脑设备的冷笑话

Monitor说:我好惨啊,每天給人看.

Keyboard 说:我更惨啊,每天給人打.

Mouse说:我才惨例,每天給人摸.

USB机说:我最惨,每天給人插.

Diskette机说:我更惨,现在沒人插我了.

Thumbdrive说:谁有比我惨.这边插完就去那边插,一不小心还要被感染啊

CPU电脑主机说:不要以为我被很多东西插会很爽,它们插进來后就都不动了,那才是难受

最后speaker器说:还说呢...明明是你们被插,为什么都是我在叫呢?

Two things are demanding your full attention. You're going to have to choose.

2010-01-02T20:42:00.000+08:00

Everything looks clearer in hindsight. Don't beat yourself up over old mistakes.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE !
Looking forward to chinese new year and valentine's day ! (:

I want a LV neverfull PM or a samsung JET phone for my birthday on 14thfeb !! :D

Everyone needs to hibernate sometimes. Keep to yourself if you feel like it.

2009-12-29T13:40:00.000+08:00

21stDec -

- Eric come find me , go yishun meet his friend . Go JB (:

- Eric's friend go home then we go yishun dam .

- Saw this dog , omg . so cute .

- I hungry , so go blk 925 eat.

- Homeeeeeee (:

22ndDec -

- Sleep whole day -.- LOL .

23rdDec -

- Louis come find me then morning he go work ler (:

24thDec -

- Eric come find me , go upper pirece eat .

- Cut hair ): That auntie skill suck :@

- Meet derek at amk hub , go bugis walk walk (:

- Amk hub walk walk . Homeee (:

- Louis come find me gave me chrismas present (:

- Go davinci meet people . Forget got how many people ler . 6-7 s15 .

- Farmart prawning , but full .

- So go jurong there prawning (:

- Slack , homeeeeeeeee (:
25thDec -

- People celebrate chrismas i sleeping at home ): Too tired (=.=!)

26thDec -

- Eric come find me , go clarke quay find roy and derek .

- Arena's DJ and roy , Lols .

- Homeee (:

27thDec -

- Louis come find me , go joo chiat place eat . homeeeeeeee (:

28thDec -

- Eric come find me , go JB .

- Come back from JB , go punggol beach .

- Tpy skygarden . Hmm , not so nice view :D but still ok lah .

- Upper thomson eat , homeeeeee (:

- EFFETE -

Eliminate the extraneous chatter. Say what you mean. And say it only once.

2009-12-20T23:44:00.000+08:00

13thDec -

- Wake up use comp all that .

- Eric come find me , go eric's chalet at costa sand resort .

- John come find me , go changi sit and drink , go back chalet find eric take back my helmet .

- John fetch his friends home . He go home bring his dog out walk walk , Lols .

- Homeeee (:

14thDec -

- Sleep whole day until 15th dec -.-

15thDec -

- Eric come find me , go chalet . Laugh till mad -.- Eric send me home at night .

- Louis come find me , go downstairs find dexter awhile .

- Cine HK cafe , then meet zx at bugis , go alvantis thai disco -.-

- Homeeeeeee (:

16thDec -

- Eric come find me , go parklane . Called irene but she never answer .

- Marina barrage .

- Irene reply-ed my sms saying she was at home . I say go bugis play pool . She say anything , end up i reach bugis she say don't want . Wtf -.-

- Me and eric play only loh :\ After pool go yishun meet eric's dad . Go msia .

- Come back then go woodlands eat .

- Go eric's house wait for louis come (: Homeeeeee (:

17thDec -

- Eric come find me , go his house wait for him to bath all that .

- Plaza sing eat KFC :x Bugis walk walk (:

- Lower pierce , so dark there -.- LOL . Saw a car with 2 people at the back seat :x

- Go his dad's house eat , homeee (:

- Go down meet eric again -.- 5am plus louis came . Talk until 10am plus .

- Louis go MCYS , me and eric go lower pierce see monkey , omg , so cute !!!

- Homeee (:

18th Dec -

- Louis come find me .

- I woke up open my firgde then saw TCC's cake, mama say is yi bo give der .

- Eat eat eat , feel abit temp high then go take temp . fever soon ): 37.2 .

- Go mustafa , walk walk awhile . Go lavander there eat .

- Yishun dam

- Homeeee (:

19thDec -

- Eric come find me , After that louis come . Talk talk talk . Eric go ler .

- Me and louis go yishun dam , after that go kailee's house downstairs find her .

- Steve came after that :x He leave at 6am , then 6am+ all go home ler .

- Me and louis go semb fnd zx . Bring his friend home at tampines .

- Zx tired cannot drive -.- So he stop at road shoulder there sleep -.- Wtf .

- After awhile wake him up . Go until yishun dam , he sleep again -.- Dots .

- After awhile wake him up , go northpoint eat HK cafe .

- Homeeeeee (:

20thDec -

- Never go out (:

爱很痛苦，被爱也很痛苦

EDMW (:

2009-12-14T07:59:00.000+08:00

This show how immature they are .

Criticise a person before knowing the person .

Talking , thinking and typing look more like a XDD or bengs .

They say they wanna destroy those beng/lian ? Lols ? Destroy yourself first then .

Have my i/c ? Do anything you like .

Oh anw , slowly CSI out my EDMW's nick(:

Come on , this doesn't show any effect to me , Got more enthralling want ?

SJJ: i drive lambo and porsche , can open your leg let me poke?

Reveton Dude: cheapo car ? come race with my lambo la. http://penangnewspaper.com/pics/lambo.jpg

EDMW: Hi

Hippo: Got popcorn?

hihihihi: u working like freelance chicken..follow guy with cars only... really slut of singapore

edmw csi: u been pwned!!!!!!!!

English teacher: Many money <- song boh! English teacher: Go msia beach with my love want <- song boh! English teacher: The sistership won`t ends <- song boh! LP640: u wan sit my lambo? dun sit ur those dogs friends/bf cars la. cheapo one. English teacher: R.O.M with my love want <- songboh! LP640: http://images.autobytel.com/2007/Lamborghini/LP640_Roadster_staff/400/Lamborghini_LP640_35.jpg

English teacher: I so bored so take photo of myself , i close my eyes because camera flash too bright

PSLE: PSLE ginna only can form simple sentences, thats why all the post sentence all in point form~

LOL: u are a fine example of stupid but got the body to let guys play with and then dump LOL... your bf want u cos u xiao mei mei and fresh

SJJ: smelly cheesebye kenna poke by hundreds of guys liao

EDMW~ LOL: isnt the word bimbo more suitable? haha. setting up tent for show

crapie: very nice xmm. pls dun bully her.

ETERNITY84: COME TICKLE ME PLS.I BUY YOU LV BIG BIG BAG.

pruss one: in before lock~

stir dabian: stir ah stir ah~

lambo: come sit on me

Sonny Chiba: Another waste. Pretty young girl ruined her life. Can study duwan study, wana join
the 'cool ah beng ah lian grp'. Future ruined. Tsk tsk tsk.

hehehe: i live near bukit timah got 3 cars at home , BMW series 3 coupe . if u willing to be with me u can enjoy for the rest of your life. deal?

also a fellow lian: wee ah lians donch use chanel wanxsz, buy LV sister, better!

CSI MIAMI: WELCOME TO THE NEW SEASON OF CSI MIAMI

plus satu: bimbo?not pretty but stupid considered?

SSDC: Hor hor.. You underage drive car! I call mata!

robert: no study no work complicated my lanjiao lah lazy then say lah complicated simi pangsai

Royston: ohh.. must be a pervert . lols :x

edmw: chao ah lian kin uplorry

inamorato: If you guys are better off, why bother with those worst off ? If you guys are worst
off, are you jealous ?

EDMW: y ur bf so gay? Wear pink. u b with me for the rest of your life la, i let u drive my lambo
albeit u r underage. Oops. I forgotten u can't understand chimology english. hit the books, little
girl.

fact: what happens when you get older and if your bf leaves you? are you going to rely on your
family for life? wad if no one wants to marry you? don't expect to make much of a living with a psle cert.

fact: think of your future and not just pass ur days playing or admiring cars. kthxbai
inamorato: I won't leave her.

fact: read your blog, so the following comments are not judged by merely your ah lian cover:

fact: 1) looks cute. 2) bf looks fugly,horny and poor, utimate recipe for a broken family, if that's what you want. 3) cute features but have poor makeup skills, poor dress sense and poor fashion sense.

fact: 4) what do you see yourself in 5 years time? are you anywhere near that goal? quite a waste, i would have been able to make u a soical butterfly
LOLX: Total failure... your boyfriend is just with you after your body. Same for all beng. Never even complete secondary school, LOLX! Your boyfriend will dump you once he is satisfied with his needs.

Eric: LOVE EVERYTHING? if you truly love anything, why do you not love study? not love getting good grades? not love setting good examples and be the best in the society?

Eric: YOUR ARE JUST A F**King HYPOCRITE!LOSER SEEKING COMFORT IN THINGS THAT YOU DON'T HAVE TO FIGHT FOR! stop blaming the world.
LOLX: This is an fine example of society burden! Case of abortation are just contributed by people like her and her gay-ass bf. Buy you expensive perfume and gets to **** you. Good deal your bf found.

mrbeaver: why you all disturb her? knn i see these photos my beaver balls and dicky are damn itchy and horny.

LOLX: Just get her a expensive item MrBeaver. She will let you **** her with an expensive gift.

inamorato: so i will stick with her forever.....and ever and ever

inamorato: i love you

LOLX: HAHAHA! come on dude! You are just another typical beng. Even if you stick with her... better not reproduce. Your kids will not fare well in society.

inamorato: :D

mrbeaver: cannot leh i ish got wife and mistress liaoz both also have degree leh why must drop my standard look for sch drop out? my 2 million lambo also let degree holder drive leh

LOLX: But how often can you **** a 17 years old ah lian! Confirm worth it bro!

edmwwww: uplorry la knn

LEELEE: how much for 1 nite?

**** YOU: such a letdown to your parents. you want anything from your parents , parents want the best for their daughter but end up the daughter got no future ahead . ah yo ! be ahlian whack / find daiji with

**** YOU: others cannot survive in singapore. i think you be prepare tat u will be in STOMP because you brag alot that you drive whereas you are underage

**** YOU: you want many money? what english is that? oh forgot you stop school halfway thats why english broken. secondly how to get more money when you dont have a cert for your future. be prostitute can earn

**** YOU: many $$$ one day . be that way and your bf be the PIMP . happy for ever
LOLX: If you do want to work as freelance... Do inform us!

**** YOU: your bf can be OKT @ SAMMYBOYFORUM

ZZ: cup size never state?

The good guy: Hey guys, give this kid a break. Anyway girl, pls go back to study, don't waste
your life, lose 3-4 yrs still not too late. All the best

- Rineee: People from EDMW - Then why are you all wasting your time in my blog ? Get a life . Talking negative make you all happy ? Go ahead , i don't study is my problem . EDMW ? KIDS FORUM .

- Rineee: EDMW - Only know how to spam girls blog in your free time ? Why not go and piak piak with your wife/gf or mistress ? LOL . Whatever...

- Rineee: EDMW - If you wanna get rid of the world ah lians/beng . Why not get rid of yourself first ? What a joke...

- Rineee: EDMW - Check clearly of someone's background before inculpating me . You all study from Z-A not A-Z ? Poor thing .....

- Rineee: EDMW - Wanna report to police i drive illegally ? oh , btw , did you saw it ? LOL . Don't try to fire a gun when there's no bullet in it .

- Rineee: EDMW - I don't expect chimology english here doesn't mean i don't understand what you all are talking . Sounds more like those ahbeng to people . Talk like one , act like one.

- Rineee: EDMW - Who is the childish one here? LOL . To me you all are just like saying a chicken can fly . don't come my blog and throw EDMW's face instead . Laugh

stickOutTongue: wah you stick out tongue is pcc material

SammyBoy: Hello, I see that you got potential. I got contacts. Let me know. My clients give good price got GCP. :) Oh.. Sorry.. wrong post.. u not GCP.. NVM... I got wider contacts for
secondhands.

SammyBoy: They come from all walks of life. They like SYT like you. Let me know if u interested.

Established.member: hi, ai sio gan mai?

EDMWers: Not scaring you but your hubby, baboei or whatever you call your boyfriend may

EDMWers: get into trouble because of the photos of you kissing, take it down before its too late :)

geylang.chicken: that day your bf come piak me , sorrry to let u know i got aids

Anonymous: It's not too late to turn around. You're only 17, you still have a long way in front of you.

Bengkia: wa lao, you even more xialan then me sia!

Anonymous: You crave for many money, but i don't see your actions reflecting your craving.

Aranor: wa ppl cute leh, dont disturb her la, if she want to sit my car i sure let her sit :D

aokia: arlow u gt provide service? i willing pay 120/90/2 neg? state yr price i drive a bmw =D

EDMW: Koh Kai Leng Carine. S9204609E. Song boh? U r really taking stupidity to a whole new lvl, or should i say dimension?

siaokia: Koh Kai Leng Carine. S9204609E , got do freelance anot? tink u should be quite flexible =D

Anonymous: C"mon lah people, instead of helping her, you guys are humiliating her.

CHC: come join us at CHC to cure all your sins!

xx: don't bully her!:@ you guys r even worse, go around poking people and critising people. since
so BRAVE, why not meet her face to face and say everything u said to her face? LOL. got degree my foot!:)

xx: ok i admit im a retard :)

real xx: LOL. don't impose me. she check ip address know lers. -.-

s3n: girl, please wake up. don't waste your youth.

Avril Lavigne: hey hey you you i dont like your girlfriend!

Avril Lavigne: no way no way i think you need a new one!

Avril Lavigne: hey hey you you i could be your girlfriend!

Avril Lavigne: DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA

Avril Lavigne: Hey, hey, you, you, I know that you like me

Avril Lavigne: No way, no way, you know it's not a secret

Avril Lavigne: Hey, hey, you, you, I want to be your girlfriend

Avril Lavigne: DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA DA

Avril Lavigne: You're so fine, I want you mine, you're so delicious

Avril Lavigne: I think about you all the time, you're so addictive

Avril Lavigne: Don't you know what I can do to make you feel alright?

Avril Lavigne: Alright, alright, alright

Avril Lavigne: (CHORUS)

Avril Lavigne: Hey, hey, you, you, I don't like your girlfriend

Avril Lavigne: No way, no way, I think you need a new one

Avril Lavigne: Hey, hey, you, you, I could be your girlfriend

real xx: lame haha. so people who got degree are lameee! HAHAHHA.

Avril Lavigne: Hey, hey, you, you, I know that you like me

Avril Lavigne: No way, no way, you know it?s not a secret

Avril Lavigne: Hey, hey, you, you, I want to be your girlfriend

EDMW KING: i wonder how it would feel like when ur tongue with that stud lick my "great destroyer"

Anne: oh my god, just one night. ==

real xx: stupid ah beng act got degree-.- won't be surprised if your some FATTT dude w pimply faceee and loads of spare tyres :D not only one can do the insults. :)

SammyBoy: OMG. WTF you did to my post ? I seriously giving you good offers leh.

s3n: stop being so lame. EDMW ppl -_-

S9204609E: s3n like sux dik? wan sux mine?

real real xx: stop impersonating me can boh

SOHJUNJIE: MY NAME IS SOH JUN JIE, I AM TEMASEK POLY NUMBER 1 KING AND
AHBENG I DRIVE S15, FELLALI, PORSHAY ALOT ALOT U WANT TO SUCK MOI KKJ BOH? LAGI DUA LAGI JUICY LET U SUCK MY LOLLIPOP

SOHJUNJIE: I AM EDMW NUMBER 1 PCW. VERY YANDAO 1 U DONT PLAY PLAY. ALLOT OF SINGAPORE GIRLS WANT TO SUCK MY LOLLIPOP. VERY HOT 1, I CHOOSE U. BUY U LV, GUCCI CHANEL ALL OSO CAN

SOHJUNJIE: COME PIAK PIAK SUCK MY DUA KKJ

S9204609E: FARKING U SJJ SHE IS MINE! GO FUG HER BF LAH SHES MY WH0RE!!

xx: LOL. feel insulted huh? pls la uncle, she knows i don't type like you -.-

S9204609E: KP LA XX...U CB DOG..SHUT UP

xx: :) sureee fat ass pimple face ah beng. sorry break your heart wor. don't scared no one want you, some REAL slut might consider you, no need ji dong :)

S9204609E: XX U DONT STEP ONE SIDE ONE SIDE ONE SIDE DOG HOR KNN..I WILL SLAP THAT FACE OIF YUOUS! FARKING U

da er long: ho ho hoS9204609E

xx: i hit some nerve huh fat ass pimple face ah beng? :) LOSER! :D

S9204609E: XX PLS I CANT KEEP COMMUNICATE WITH YOU IF U KEEP SPEAK OUT OF UR BUTTHOLE...

mianbaochaoren: is this some kind of insane people chatting dirty here? Gosh.. small kids.... carine.. dun care them. :)

OH****: SKINNY AS ****

S9204609E: MIANBAOCHAOREN U DONT STEP ONE MATURE LAH..IF U MATURE U STILL HAVE FRIENDS LIKE HER..GG SIA U STEP ONE COMFORT..WAN GET CLOSE TO HER CHEESEPIE SAY LAH..SEE I HELP U ADVANCE STEP ONE LEH

S9204609E: REST IF UP TO U! GOOD LUCK BRAH! ULL DO WELL!

(:: mianbaochaoren , you also want to **** her just say lah.

(:: you help her here, maybe tonight she reward you with blowjob. then you song song gao jurong.

mianbaochaoren: i only like to **** mian bao

mianbaochaoren: dont like that bully her lah. :( i want her to blowjob me only!

breadsuperman: ya carine dont care this childish ppl we continue to drive our toyotas and
mitsubishis

S9204609E: DONT STEP ONE LA MIANBAO...KNN...HATE DISHONEST BREADS LIKE U..THOUGHT U GOOD AT BREAD MAKING? TONIGHT JUST DISGUISE HER CHEESEPIE OVER UR PIECE OF SHIATTY BREAD THEN U CAN STILL HAVE FUN..NOOB BREAD.

S9204609E: CCB IS THIS THE INVADING OF BREADS..FARKING CB...U THINK U ALL BREAD AND STEP MATURE VERY PRO ISSIT..WAN FUX HER SAY LA CB STEP STEP STEP!!!

(:: can continue blow people .

S9204609E: NOT BAD LEH SO MANY VIEWS..GIVE THIS SLUT MORE ATTENTION PLS! SUBMIT TO STOMP!~ ST! POLICE! EVERYWHERE!! hahaha

xx: hello breadsuperman haha. that fat ah beng just childish haha. i know what he going do next, scold. hahas!:D

(:: YOUR BF SIBEI FUGLY LAH. KNN. he pleasure you then you stick with him? I also can pleasure.

xxx: You're a nicer looking ah lian but ur pics all wif makeup , maybe post 1 without make up ? Btw , ur bf 's name is Ji Zhong ?

sjj: fvck your cheesepie mother father la knn chao ah lian rape til your cheebye loose

Baoming: yea ! hahas ! should take her many many photo let ppl see her face !

edmw kia: wow

edmw kia: u quite sexy ar

edmw kia: ai piak?

edmw kia: u one night how much

edmw kia: 1hr 2 shot 50 can?

Timewalker84: Suckie suckie?

edmw mod: game over guys

hoho: 123 321 EDMW NUMBER 1

paganizonda: chiu bf drive huat car ? tell him come lim chu kang drag race with mah pagani zonda F

ZondaS > paganizonda: sit in moi pink zonda S better http://www.carzi.com/wp-content/uploads/pink-pagani-zonda-s-banner.jpg

ZondaS: don shy shy u wan u can come regents hotel find me on sunday , 100% there with my pink zondaS

SOHJUNJIE: AH GIRL AH GIRL I AM SOH JUN JIE, TEMASEK POLY LUMBER 1 AHBENG, EDMW LUMBER 1 YANDAO KIA. MY KKJ IS LAGI BIG FOR U TO SUCK MY LOLLIPOP. AI LICK LICK MAI

SOHJUNJIE: DUN DAY PRAY PRAY WIB MOI

Guest: do u love me ... , we met ytd

Guest: relink ok?

ZondaS: 1/2/500 , aimai ? moi bring u go regents hotel play play , can sit in moi pink zonda S
also

inamorato: -

-: -

z: z

ZondaS: i drive u on my ZondaS aimai

Sonny Chiba: huat de fark chiu all doing. Let this girl go la... she also nv whack ppl with MENTAL
BAR.

cyber OKT: 120/1/1 ok?

siaokia: 125/90/2? ok?

ZondaS: 500/60/2 ok ?

inamorato: even if its a million dollars for a minute, its no.

..: kalipok

ZondaS: she marry me dunno for a minute , buy her one lamborghini drive also can

You may want to help the whole world. But why not start in your own backyard?

2009-12-13T17:41:00.001+08:00

10thDec -

- Meet eric , go northpoint buy famous amos with bear :x

- Buy ler , after that wanna go blk 250 wait for baobei . Then half way eric's bike chain stuck in gear box -.-

- Tow away ! hahahs !

- Cab to blk 250 , wait for baobei . Slack awhile .

- Eric's dad come fetch us home (:

- Meet zhiwei , go east coast .

- No where to go , so drive around aimlessly -.- Lols .

- Homeeeeeeee (:

11thDec -

- Meet louis , go louis's camp , don't know what family day :\

- Louis's house .

- 11pm+ go kent ridge park .

- Serious him making the candles :x LOL

- I so bored so take photo of myself , i close my eyes because camera flash too bright . LOL

- Completed eh :D

- Then i also learn him use candle and talk :D Hahahs !

- He bought for me , after kent rigde park , took this photo at his car .

- Go cine watch movie , The storm warriors . Hmm , not so nice -.-

- After movie , go play pool . Hahas , fun :\

- Cine lift =.=

- Go louis's house take things , then go homeeeeeee (:

12thDec -

Go louis's house .

Louis's draw it :x

Nothing to do so take some photos :x

Before going HK cafe .

- Go HK cafe , then go yishun dam (: Saw steve ^^

The balloon that i tie at his car :\

- Drive awhile balloon fly liao :x LOL

- Chong boon mac , eat . Homeeeeeee (:

13thDec -

- The perfume he bought for me :x

- The receipt :x

I LOVE YOU , LHXX (:

Make things clear before inculpating me .
Anw , anmearee , stop it . Don't try me(:

If you judge people, you have no time to love them.

2009-12-09T21:00:00.000+08:00

8Dec - Went to meet louis (:

Never go out today (: Today was bro's 21st birthday and he's staying at home -.- Cool man . LOL

So bored , argh ><

A loving relationship is one in which the loved one is free to be himself - to laugh with me, but never at me; to cry with me, but never because of me; to love life, to love himself, to love being loved. Such a relationship is based upon freedom and can never grow in a jealous heart.

Do you love me because I'm beautiful, or am i beautiful because you love me?

Some fucking guys think they have dick so can poke girls everywhere.

Won't they think of their girlfriend feelings ? what to do next if girlfriend found out ?

If a guy plan to ROM with me and do this hell shit thing , and if i don't wanna leave him .

I would ask him to make me pregnant after that chop off his dick .

But things like that cannot hold on . Still have guys out there that want to treasure you !

He don't deserve your love .

SHE IS A BITCH !

2009-12-08T19:21:00.000+08:00

TAKE NOTE

Just found out something about that anmearee ! zzz

She impose me , telling people that i changed number , and she gave them her number .

My number is still the same okay !!

Fucking idiot , i called her and she said it was her friend who send those sms.

Seriously so FAKE . I'm the REAL Carine here .

Don't believe in her hell lies saying that i'm fake .

Her blog is : http://www.babyishmineforever.blogspot.com/

My number was still 9821**** !

NOT 9022**** , this is anmearee's number ! She's staying at telok blangah .

So don't listen her bullshit !

Her real name is anmearee ! Not jennifer , reiko or what akiko .

People who try to make you feel guilty should be ashamed. Pay them no heed.

2009-12-08T15:55:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhh ! Bored :x Stayed at home so many days ler ):
Brother's 21 birthday tomorrow , any suggestion how to celebrate :D ? hahahs !

When you're at the end of the road

And you lost all sense of control
And your thoughts have taken their toll
When your mind breaks the spirit of your soul
Your faith walks on broken glass
And the hangover doesn't pass
Nothing's ever built to last
You're in ruins

The first thing you see isn't always the best option. Shop around.

2009-12-07T18:26:00.000+08:00

4thDec -

- Sleep until at night -.- Telvin came .

- Sleep again @.@

5thDec -

- Meet louis , go orchard central , taka find baobei then orchard central roof garden :\

- Cine HK cafe .

- Homeeeeeeeee ~

- Go bugis eat steamboat with kor , mama , telvin (:

- Mustafa walk walk .

6thDec -

- Meet louis , yishun HK cafe eat . Go yishun dam .

- Homeeeeeee ~

2009-12-07T00:39:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YOU !

Don't get involved unless you absolutely have to. This isn't your battle.

2009-12-04T14:20:00.000+08:00

30thNov -
- Took cab down telok blangah , meet amanda , went to anmearee's house -.- Talk about it .
- Telvin come fetch me , go mount faber .
- Homeeeeeeeee (:
1stDec -
ATTACHED
- Never go out , telvin come my house .
2ndDec -
- Meet brother at cheers , go amk hub walk walk . Bought new mouse and keyboard :x
- Mama come fetch us home .
- Go marsiling meet telvin , pass things to dean , then go home ler .
3rdDec -
- Telvin come find me , Around 1am+ go home ler .
4thDec -
Change blog skin , and type something negative at FB , it's so longgggggggg ! Until now 2.37pm i'm still not sleeping -.-

It's just random messages , some messages i deleted , so sometimes no linked der . Lols .
SHAME ON YOU .

DC : haha haha can.. U can have my everything u know why ? Because u r my everything !
What u mean Nth ? When i keep asking u why this why that.. All u can answer is its just some random
thing and u not hinting me anything =( for me all i wanna say or rather SHOUT out to u is I LOVE U !

KL : Hais , did i get cheated by you ? Sorry , i doubt you . 26sept she smsed you calling you dear . That time i saw her contact and you said she's your ex . It's hurting to see , to know . Can you tell me what exactly happened ? I typed this message in your car , i need to control my tears . But my eyes is wet . Wonder if what you said were true , or as i said it's all true for the sms i sended you at my house . I choose to believe you don't wanna pick your sister phone calls . But is it your sister ? Or "her" ? Not i wonder if everything from you is true , wonder if you said you don't anyhow let girls sit your car is true . Everythings ! Wonder if your care were also true . I'm sorry to see your message without your permission . I'm sorry to doubt you . But i'm happy to find out the truth. I don't want your sweet talk . I want your words come out from your heart ! Is your love is fake too ?

DC : I am prepared to explain to u everything.as i expected it to happen sooner or late. But u must peomise to remain calm first because this is a big problem in my life now. I veyet to settle it and i don want to hide anything from u since u saw it. If i had intentions of hiding something from u i would have change her name and delete all the messages.. U promise me u will remain calm and trust me this once ? Although i know u girls don really trust guys but believe me this once ?
Ok u did not get cheated by me.. U need not apologize to me for doubting me.because i knew i had to explain to u sonner or late de.. Yes that date she did sms me calling me dear. Yes she is my ex and yes her name and my sister name both is call michelle.. And yes i don anyhow let girls sit my car which is true and u will know once u get to know my closer friends as they always make fun of me abt fetching gitls and once they see a girl in my car they will know that i m serious and interested in her de. My love for u is difently real and not fake.. U r experincing true love and care from me.. The big problem is she die also want to stick with me.. But because u r not my gf yet and everytime she call to ask i with her i can onli say my friend as i m in front of u i cant possible say wit my gf ma what if u get offended. Ya. Don doubt my love for u.. Initially i was scared and unsure my feelings for u.. But these few days were really the happiest days of my live.. Its not sweet talk to hong u but from my heart.. And i never regretted one single bit.. If u know me well enough u will come to know that its always in a r/s that i get cheated feelings by Ppl and not me cheat Ppl.. Don sad Hao ma.. It really hurts deep inside...

KL : She did send you a sms saying if you don't want to carry on or what then just stop contacting her , means is you the one who contact her .

DC : I feel so lost and empty without yr love now =( my heart break le sobs..
Why r u keepin so quiet.. U know i m prepared to lose everything just to be wit u. But u r turning a cold shoulder to me now.. I m worried and scared u will misunderstood me..
Have a little faith in me ? Give me a chance to prove my woth to u ? To prove that i m really different from the rest ? Can ..
I wanna know what u r thinkin.. I was things to remain the same as it is.. Rmb we promise to talk things out and have heart to heart talks instead of fake sweet thoughts ? I ve always let u know my true feelings towards u.. U know yourself how much i love u and cant afforld to lose u..
Of course if u can be my officially honour..i would announce to her and be more hen to her to make her not disturb me and go away not like u and him.. =< always let me drink chou every day de.. I will die de wor..

KL : She did nothing wrong and you treat her like this . One day i will also be like her . Suffer this kind of treatment from you . How many things you lied to me already huh ? Half a year no gf ? Zzz , I'm speechless okay !

DC : I and her will NEVER have any future u know why because she has a kid... And no way will my family accept that. I m so call stead wit her is for companion Rmb i told u before got those serious one and not so ones ? Yes i admit at first i wast sure abt u thats why. Now after spending so much time with u.. I realised how much more u mean to me.. Thats when that night i decided to let her go and concrete to be with u.. This is the truth if u wanna know
The truth is simple.. I wast sure abt u until recently i realised how much u mean to me.. There were things that i wouldt do when wit her but wit u i had no regrets like work and all.. Come on don like this Hao ma? What else u wanna know =(

KL : CW will hate me . You fucking hell make me look like a bitch snatching you from her , that will never fucking happen to me . I hope we will just remain normal . Everything just normal. Until you and her settle. And , yesterday i forget tell you in those sms i sended you . I mind what other people think and look on me ! So , what you did is like letting people to think that i'm like a fucking bad people that snatch guys that have gf .

DC : CW is no one.. you don have to be bothered by her... U r what that matters to me.. I never tell her the whole story thats why she don know i chasing u.. All along even she think i bad guy.. But she don know that MP is makin use of me.... Like money for baby.. Even the mother also make use of me until recently i found out... Don be silly gal. This is my life.. I choose who i wanna be with de..

DC : I want an end to us.. Let just end it.. I don wanna have anything to do with u already. I ve found someone else.. I m sorry.. I didt mean to hurt u... Now its like ruining the both of us me and her and i m really sad. and depress.. We were happy tgt until she found out abt u earlier than i plan to tell her abt u. and now she is so cold towards me and not trust me already.. I hope we can still be friends but ya i just want to make it clear to u that i m seeing someone else and i m betting all in on her.. Take care bye. I send her this. I don want her to ruin us KL.. Really.. U know yourself in yr heart where u stand in my heart. don have to say anymore.. Sigh.. I feel so sad.. Hurtin u is the last thing i wanna do to u..

KL : You created all this . Why in the first place you ask XX to call me out when you fucking have gf !

DC : I that time no gf is she threaten to commit suicide with the baby ! Than how... What u expect me to do.. I don want anything to happen.. At least now she must be think through le than decide to give up also better.. I no need to answer to her mum.. Silly gal..
I feel so depress now... I really never cheat u at all... Why don u believe me..

KL : You cheat me , god know , so you get punished :)

DC : No.. We were in the middle of breakin up but she threaten me wit her life and i was not sure abt u.. Now lucky she ownself think through already. Plus i now sure abt u than can settle things easy le. But didt know things become so bad..
I never cheat u.. Why u still now say i cheat u.. Plus u put smiley face.. Haiz.. I m so depress right now.. Feel like killing myself..

KL : Lol . Hmm , i won't blame you luh . Just be happy loh . I thought you said there free parking ? Next time don't happen again bah . Remember what i told you ? I cried once and never cry again ler . So just like you say let it be the past loh :)

DC : Why u can still smile ?.... How can i ever be happy without u...

KL : I'm just right beside you , duh . I told you happy is me . If i were to sad many days , i would have killed you . Cos i cheered people up :) smile will always be a good things .
Haha , you are wrong then . I don't like to lies . Especially white lies . So i won't lies to people too :p will lie at first . After few hours will tell them truth der . Now is only happen once , Hope it don't happen again then okay ler :) I hope no more lies from you anymore . If you want the trust to be back one day , it's depend on you .

DC : KL.. I promise i ll love u and protect u for always in my whole life.. I know u said i ve broken the trust feeling between us which is very sad n depressing for me.. U even say till i m a liar and a cheater when i m actually not... i had to do that to avoid bring cheated instead.. But u know.. U r different ! I know u r not that type of gal.. I can feel it. Thats why i wanna love u whole heartedly without any doubts or mistrust.. These few weeks have been the happiest days of my life.. I ve never experinc such a feelin wit my previous ex s.. Ytd night how much hurt i felt last night was in indescrible.. I was so hurt by yr words.. That i actually cried softly when u fell asleep alone... Without me.. I was so scared i would lose this feelin wit u.. And that u might not treat me wit yr real feelings anymore. I hope not that things r all cleared up that u will love me and care for me with real n true feelings from yr heart..
I know u scare get hurt.. I more scare get hurt than u..... But i just believe... Believe in u that u r different from other girls... That goes to show how much i trust u and how much i wanna last with u... Haiz my heart just aches each day.. Don u feel or realise all the things i ve done for u ? All the crazy stuff.. I just wan u to know u r now a part of my life.. And i wan to make u mine.. I don wan to be hanging.. Tiao zhu... Haiz.. Nvm .. I ll just wait... Wait for u to tell me that i m yrs and that u want me.... Haiz.. Just like the song don think so much.. Even if u cheat my feelings.. i will never forget we were happy once... How much love i can give u depends how much u wanna be wit me. i love u..

KL : :) yes , i scare , i'm not scare of getting hurts . I scare of lies .....

DC : I told u before i promise i won't lie to u.. U know in all my past r/s always is i too honest till let Ppl lie let Ppl cheat also don know... Haiz... I want to so much be in love wit u.. Hold yr hand wherever i go and be proud to say u r mine..
I cant seem to figure out what u r thinkin.. Mayb cause u never did wanted to share with me.. I feel so hopeless and useless.. I m nobody.. Right ? Sometimes i keep quiet does not mean i don care but because i respect u.. There r so many things i wan to ask u.. But i don want to force u.. Cause i know i ask u might not tell... Haiz.. I hope one day u can tell me what i wanna know or hear.. Thats its all right.. Cause u seem to be hiding so many secrets... Now XX has so many friends to help him and u to get back tgt but i m all alone fighting this battle.. Im beginning to think that i might lose.. Guess you ll never get to know how much u mean to me and how much i wanna give u... Smile right =) although i cant laugh and smile anymore... Cause i m always sad inside.. Without saying.. until now.. Haiz so much i wanna know.. So much whats going on.. Cause i seem like a idiot like a fool .. Hope u will clear my doubt. i m on the losing end wit no JK to help me unlike XX .So sad n worry..

KL : Okay , you are sure about your feelings . But i'm unsure . JK did think the same as me , if you could treat MP like that , why won't you treat me like that too when you find a girl better then me ?

DC : Huh.. I told u so many times ! U r different ! U got kid meh.. U got responsibility meh... Haiz.. U don trust me once how to know... I feel like a fool now.. I ve done all i can to prove to u a clear cut between me and her and now u doubt me ? What else u wan me to prove to u..

KL : Many things you know ? So what if she have kids all that ? In the first place if you think like that you two should not be together . She have feelings too . I just don't know what to do now . Everythings unsure . I don't feel like thinking anything . Let's just let fate decide bah .
Of cos i will see you will change anot . But this must slowly find out . How can i immediately know whether are you bluffing me anot ?
Try ? Sorry , no . I won't even think of starting when i'm still unsure .

DC : Ok.. I ll wait oh right.. I ll always be.. I love u..

KL : I chatting with my friends , smsing with my friends . Must i tell you ?
Until now , did i ever used you ? Lol , no . Don't say like i'm a bad want , you already make me like a bad want to CW and MP . Zzz

DC : I know u never used me.. Thats why i m afraid.. Cause i don know what u wan.. what u thinkin.. What if one day u just throw me aside like rubbish downstairs ? How much times have i told u .. MP has already wish me all the best to the both of us.. CW i don really care abt her.. Why is this affecting us from moving on.. I told u i m stupid .. I m different.. I always get played on.. Like a fool..

KL : Is you who told me . You don't have prove . I can tell you anything i like too . Of cos i mind about what they say . My reputation , i care !
Yah , she wished us . But , she don't know everything . You won't know if she did say anything behind . But i have a feeling that is unclear .

DC : WHY ! i gave her up over u because i believe u r a much better gal than her.. And u wont cheat me.. Haiz if she cannot or cant believe theres Nth i can do.. Its my choice.. I wanna be with u not her.. Haiz i feel so lonely and heartache.. Why cant u pei wo.. But outside don know what u doin.. Later u shout at me Ignore me.. Nan tao guan xin yi xia wo bu ke yi ma ?

KL : I already said , this is what you said . You dare if i message her and ask everything ?

DC : Yes... Please do that... Because i don want u to suspecting me and her anymore.. My heart hurts... I got feelings wan de..

KL : I never suspect you and her . I mean i wanna ask what she know about me and you . I bet she have many question in her mind .

DC : Yes she has but i cleared it all up with her ytd night at petrol station le.. She ask super a lot.. Like isit the kid that i mind.. How it happen stuff like that.. But all i told her was sorry.. I really have a very strong feeling of wanting to be with this gal and she accepted it. After much talking and explaination..

KL : Can't i ask ? If you wanna attitude . Then go ahead okay .

DC : I didt even tell MP what i told u just now.. Because i really don know what to do now.. I really give up on her.. But at the same tim i don want to wait for u to gain back my trust too long because its really hurting me each day.. When i cant be with u.. Tell me what to do..

KL : What you told me ? Simple , if you can't wait , you can choose to give up . I won't ever be together with someone when there's no trust . End up having more quarrels .

DC : Ok.. Than how can i make u gain back the trust.. Can u help me.. Please.. Because i really love u.. I don want to bluff or lie to u.. again..

KL : Hmm , seems that you still care for her , miss her , love her . Still can jealous of her meeting other guys . Go back to her bah . You still care for her everything . If you really love others . You should not care her so much already . Make it clear , she's just your friend . If one day you have a gf and your gf know she do exist in your heart , how will your gf feel ? Don't lie to me again . You will go back to her if you can't get my heart . Why for care whether she still love you anot ? Why even bother to meet her again and again ? I'm tired to think and get angry about all this shit already . Stop all nonsense bah .

DC : Please don do this to me.. I just wanted to let u know what happen thats all.. Cause i don want to hide anything from u.. Please don leave me.. I am really in love with you now.. Initially i still care a bit. But now i HATE HER.. she is out os my heart le.. Pleasebelieve me.. I really want u back..

KL : Why you hate her ? Cos you are jealous !

DC : Nope.. Honestly if u ask me last week or past few days i would.. And i would try to go back to her if u don accept me.. But now.. No way.. No way i will want to go back to her and i m totally happy now as in no worries.. Onli waitin for someone.. To love someone..

KL : But , you give me the feelings is not so simple .
But you give me the feelings , you know ? It's like no girl you will die . So , it doesn't matter without me .

DC : Mayb if u open up yr heart to me again and trust me again like u did before u might feel different.. It does matter to me because the feelin i get from u is really different from other girls.. Not even MP can give.. Really..
U really mean a lot to me.. I ve tatolly given up on her.. I even told her off just now.. Really.. I m so down now.. Slackin at dam.. Remembering that night..
I know i bluff u.. But i really felt xin fu wit u.. I give up so many things just to not be wit u but rather a chance onli to be wit u.. Because i believe in u.. I believe u r good and different from other.. I willing to give myself a chance but why not u ? Why u cannot give me and yourself a chance to experinc my love.. I m dying for u. I really miss a lot of things we do tgt..

KL : Is what you think , do you think what others think ? Do you ever thought of my feelings of what others thing ? I very very mind my reputation . I want face .

DC : What isit that u mind ? What face ? CW ? 3rd party ? I don really care abt CW.. Just don meet her or appear in front of her lo.. And i already make so clear le ma. U r not 3rd party is me the bad guy.. I fan jian.. A r/s is abt u and me.. We just have to love each other and not love to show other Ppl.. Unless u tell me u have no feelings for me.. I.Don wanna lose u..

KL : This is just things that we did . Not the love that grow . Then why not think of the bad things ? All i give you is good memories . What you gave me ? Lies ?
But , the thing is , now you never even prove to me you changed . Hais .

DC : Have u thought that it was all just a mis understanding we had for each other ? We started off badly because i didt ended my previous r/s properly.. But that does not mean i m not a good person ma.. Didt i give u good memories also ? I had so much love for u inside. Haiz i m so depress now i feel like the whole world has crashed.. That there will be no more stars in the sky to see..
I m so sad and depress no.. its more sad than giving up and breaking up wit MP.. Don know why u would wan to treat me like this.. Cant u just let this mistake of mine go and let me be wit u and let time prove itself ?

KL : Hmm , sorry . If this never happen . I won't be with you so fast also . It's too fast . We don't understand each other .
You lied to me , Lied to me and her . You still like her when you said you sure you love me . You still miss her .

DC : Yes i admit ! I did miss her that time when i did tell u i love u.. But in cas u didt realise things changed. Feelings changed i told my self i had to prove to u that now there s onli u in my heart and i thought what better chance than to do it when u randomly said u wan to go genting for a while.. That day was the day that i told myself to si xin over her. In case u didt know.
A lot of things really changed when u did small minor things to me.. Cause the feeling and love for u onli grows stronger but feeling wit her fade away..
It ended and she died in my heart.. Its was that day that changed my feelings towards her and u. And i knew even though its crazy than i want to bring u to genting to prove my love to u.
There's just too many things i want to do for u to prove to u that in my heart there onli room for u. Its not sweet talk cause i know u don like but its from the bottom of my heart.

KL : You told me that time the drift at tuas no need to pay ? You know you make me lose how much face ?

DC : No la cause dollen never approach me plus u really don need to pay cause u really is innocent de.. Dollen is like that de even i don like the way sometimes she look at me.. She is just fed up that mark is always so stress up and no time for her..

KL : You should know everyone that go there should pay $10 ! Even those kids also paid .

DC : Ya true.. Thats why in the end i still paid for u and CW ma. when u were over talkin to XX and ZX.. Cause i told mark its ok though he refuse..
I did in the end ! U don know meh ? I thought u know ? U never see i pull mark aside from the group ma to pass him. Cause he say even i add on another twenty right they still short of two hundred plus.. U never see why we leaving that time mark thank me so much for everything ?

KL : Oh , i want you to explain everything to them . I think they are curious , why you have gf still bring me go tuas that day . Sorry , i malign that you never pay the 10bucks . I don't want later people saying i snatch you away , etc .
Now i've rejected meeting you again and again , are you finding another girl to love ?
Why you stop her from smoking but not me ? Why you hate smoking but you still smoke ?
Cos you wanted to meet MP every single day mah . Then when i appear you start ignoring her . So , maybe you are finding some other girls to love loh .
You told MP only she will be the girl to sit in your car .
And you don't smoke actually !
魔鬼的眼泪 ? This song should be you and her listen together at your car . And both of you like it . So it's song that refer to both of you .
Need to take so long and reply my message ? Or you with other girl and scare she saw my message ? Don't message already then .

DC : She said it was. But i thought it was another guy who ask her to hear. until now she told me its was suppose to be our song..

KL : But is you and her listen the song together at your car ! How can be other guy ask her to listen ?
Zzz ! Truthfully , this few days we never meet , you went to find who ?

DC : and truthfully after ytd night.. We really r over le.. And i onli was to be honest wit u and let prove to u..
I just wan u to know that i ve decided to not lie to u abt anything anymore just wanna be able to love u once again..
Cause ytd i meet her. I told her it would be the last time i would see her. And that i don wan u to misunderstand. And she say clearly to me its over between us now that i love someone else more, and she walk away.. It was ya like that.. Thats when i knew in her heart i m dead. And wanted u to know. In case u might wan to msg her or ask her. So ya i would t be saying her again

KL : Huh ? What to be saying her again ? Did she sit your car ? Did you two hug/kisses the last time ? Did you two go any places ?

DC : Sorry mean wont be seeing her again... Yes she sis sit in my car and she saw the ling and ask me.. Than she don wan to sit anymore cause she say now i belong to someone else.
She ask me why i still go find her.. Why never find u.. than i say cause u wit other Ppl. Than she angry say than what she spare ah.. Than i say no la just want to clear things up.. She sit cause she say go where thats all.

KL : Huh ? What go where that's all ? Then did you all go out ?

DC : We went to a hill to talk.. And i told her everything abt u how much i love u.. And she also saw my phone and saw how much i love u that's all.

KL : Hill ? Henderson wave ? Then you say she saw the name and don't want sit . Then how you go the hill with her ?

DC : Nope we went kent ridge. She was disguested but still sit cause she say last time she will see me. And cause i wanted to clear things up. And scare if talk downstairs her mum will come down

KL : Did she make away my name ? Did you all hug or kiss or hold hand the last time ?
Really never ? I don't believe that know . If she wants a good ending she would probably want it .

DC : I did.. I know what u r thinkin. Rmb u told me before after break can still be friends.. I and MP r just friends she cant accept me anymore.. We cann NEVER Be tgt again.. I don know what u r thinkin really.. u like u reply me than reply me is all this weird question suspecting me..

KL : Why it's impossible between you and her ? Never mind , you come find me now . We should talk .

DC : She say its impossible.. We can never be tgt.. And i m putting all my hopes on u.. But u like sometimes treat me so cold.. Wonder what u r thinkin..

KL : Yah , why is it impossible ? And you should know , yah , meet her just friend . But not everyday .More over, she is your ex ! Come find me ?
I at clementi . Forget it . Don't come then :)
Find me still ask me for what ? THen never mind lah . You go enjoy with your girl you are with now . I won't bother you .
Why never reply ? With her i can't meet you ? Or you want sweet memories with her then i shall not disturb .

[[ KL called DC and ask where is him , kl go meet him okay ? DC said OK ]]

DC : MP like not happy say u wan to come down meet me for what..

KL : Then how ? I cannot go ? THen you go sweet with her then .

DC : Hmmm cause i need some time alone wit her to talk things out. Since i already talk things out wit her.. Hope u can give me some trust.

KL : You go talk to her then . Since i already reach orchard i go xin wang drink my fav drinks . You can go somewhere else and sweet with her . My suggestion henderson wave.
And you no need to keep telling me that you have talk things out with her when you still keep telling me you wanna meet her and talk things out . Okay ! Go ahead and chase her back .
So care of her feelings . Even can stay so long at other place just because she don't want to see until me . That's good . You sacrifice for her .
Okay . I want nothing okay . I want to give up on everything including you ! You are free ! Free to do anything you wanna do . I won't interfere your life anymore .
Your car no longer have my name . Remember the last thing i told you when i went to JK's house ? haha !
Remember this , you treted me like how you treat MP . Don't answer my phone and don't even bother to reply my message . Fuck off .

DC : No.. Wait.. Now than MP tell me.. My phone really never hear.. Sorry.. I just want to make it the last and clear wit her .

KL : I want to meet you now ! Hey , can we just stop aside and talk ?

[[ Talked on phone ]]

DC : The seat is i remove de.. Didt want her to mind. But i just want to know from what r u thinkin .

KL : Stop aside and talk if you want to know everything ! I have no time to play this childish game of yours .

[[ DC Called me ' we going *forget what place ler*' ]]

KL : I will follow . Go faster , thank you .
You won't go so slow normally .

[[ Talked on phone ]] End up stop at road side .
Talk talk talk .
XX rushing of time .
KL : You sending her home ah ?
DC : Yah .
KL : Then you sending her home first loh , XX need to rush home .
DC : Okay .
KL : Meet at XX's house downstairs .

[[ Talk ]]

DC : But the fact is i disappoint u a lot.. I dare not ask for yr love now haiz.. I feel so regret..

KL : I don't accept this . Taking me as her ? No , you should forget her before you could enter my life .

DC : But what if i get hurt in the end by u.. Cause i hurt u before.. U might just hurt me back. Mayb revange or what i really don know.

KL : So what if you get hurt . You told me both of you are impossible , you must also give up on her .
I will tell you everything when you leave .
Truthfully from your heart , you want the answer to be negative so you can woo back MP openly . Or you want it to be positive ? So you can give her up openly ?

DC : From the heart i already told u me and her cannot be tgt already even if u reject me. meaning negative so i can woo MP back .I just want to know from yr heart can we be tgt thats all.. Do u really love me, just tell me the truth.. It would not change the fact that i can woo her. I ll just have to remain single thats all i can do.

KL : But is the answer i gave you is positive , can you promise me 3 things ?

DC : What do u want me to promise? But can u truthfully tell me that u really mean it? I really don want to get hurt or get into a failed r/s.

KL : If i go out or whaat , don't go out and meet girls and flirt . Can , You can meet girl , but not just both of you , not always the same girl and not to lie once more . I give you 1 month time to prove everything to me . If i find out any lies or flirting behind me . That's it . Don't tell me that cos you care , Friend concern and boyfriend concern is two diff things . So you should know where you stand at.
Yesterday is MP not happy i went to HK cafe , or you don't want me to be there ?

DC : Is i don want u to come de. =< Cause it will be difficult to talk things out if u ard.

KL : Hais , why you bluffing me and her again and again ?

DC : Cannot nvm i really need to know why u say i bluff u again.. I need to clear the doubt.

KL : You told me is MP not happy ! Why now i listen diff story again ?

DC : I lied to u ytd. Rmb what i promise u just now. Huh means what u still don believe me.

KL : No ah , since things is before you promised me . So let it over loh .

DC : Orh.. Really ah.. I really want to prove to u .

KL : Lols , prove to me then. From now onwards , i don't want you lie to either me or MP..

[[ Meet with baobei . ]]

KL : I don't wish to have more and more problem come out . i wish to stop all this . You no need to scare that you will hurt me . As you know , i'm not those girls that when a r/s fail will cry and don't eat . Don't treaet me like her too . If you choose her , i won't interfere you anymore , won't even bother to call/sms you . I will let you go and live back my happy life without you stressing me here . Think carefully what's your decision , by today . You used to let me smoke in your car , but now ? Because of her ?
Now i want to make this clear , make a chioce between me and her . You must choose 1 and treat the other bad , it's your choice to choose , i never forced . Make this choice is a must , if you continue like that , 3 of us will get hurt . If you choose either me or her . 1 will sad 2 will happy . Which is better ? How you prove to me if you still care her more then a friend ? I don't care whether it will hurt her or not , Love will always have obstacles . If you still can't let her go and you said you and her were impossible , please . I'm not your toy to let you play with . Can't be with her then want me . Can't be with me then want her back .

DC : Ok i make a choice now.. I honestly choose u.. But sometimes the feeling u give me like u really want me really love me but sometimes u like don really care abt me.. Like what u always say u treat Ppl very jue.. Sigh..

KL : Then i treat you no good you must go back find her ?

DC : No.. Hmmm Means u also know u treat me no good ? Then cant treat me like i m impt to u.
I wont.. Last time mayb but now things until like that we really no turning back le..

KL : You tell me this how many times you ownself go count .

DC : But what i promise u this afternoon.. Rmb .

KL : But what you just show me ?
Prove to me what ? I want settle today , and never happen again . I cannot take the agitate . I don't want everyday settle the same things again and again . I don't want everyday jealous. I don't want to see her name everyday .

[[ DC told KL ' i wanted to go far away , so that we will not contact each other until i sort things out ]]

KL : This is what i wanted to tell you , yes . Go far away .

DC : Promise me that u wont lose hope in me ? And that u will wait for me to truely come back and love u.

KL : Hey , make this clear , don't say like i wooing you leh , what you deserve for me to wait ? Don't make me like a fool . I won't have bf so son . I welcome every guy to love me . I'm also finding a good bf . Not only you finding gf .
Everything was a lie . Did you ever put baobei and my words in your heart ? No , did you ever think of my feelings ? No. Did you ever think of MP feelings ? No also . Lol . Lies is what you got . You even lie to baobei . Haha . We will stop contact then . After this message , i won't reply you anymore . Don't expect anything from me again . Bye .
Btw , good luck for chasing her back . I believe there's still chance between you and her . I wish you all the best . Takecare .

DC : No.. Please don do this to me.. I m really sorry .. i hurt u.. just don lose hope in me.. I know u r a nice person. I don wan to hurt u again.. I just will sort out everything and if possible love u with no worries.
U will never have any idea how much i m hurt.. How much i thought i could be back to u... Sigh..

[[ DC and MP back together ]]

KL : You got gf already ?

DC : No.. Haiz just depress.. How r u and him .

KL : Lies again ? You and MP back together already.............Zzz
Yah , then you say you no gf ?
Funny , if i don't know you won't even tell me you have gf . Still tell me you won't ever be back together with her . Hahas , last long then :)

DC : Deep down in my heart.. No will knows how i truely feel. And i will never get the chance. Hope u will be happy in what u do. I will just keep the happy yimes in my heart.. Kiss the rain.
I just its all too late now.. I say also no use. U wont believe me also. I just wan to say , though it was a short while but believe it or not i felt loved by u. I was happy. Thank you for giving me those happy memories to keep. If it was not a mess i created i think i wont happily now wit u. Haiz. don say already. I just wan to have these memories will do.
Wherever u r. Hope u r doin good and enjoyin yourself =) though i m wit MP my heart sigh Nvm... Hopefully we could still meetup and all.

And in the end ~

DC : MP found out we contacted. I think we should stop to contact each other to prevent further misunderstanding. Sorry . Just wan to work things out wit her.

LOL ~ What a bullshit guy he is -.-

KL and Baobei convesation of DC (:

KL : Baobei , no need to help him ler . You can just fuck him off . When you are sms-ing with him , he promised you not to hurt me right ? His next message to MP , he called her darling all that . Wants her back . Wtf ?

Baobei : Aiiyo. Yeii he promise MII stiill do this shit Thiing. Baobeii. Then dun thiink anymore. Stiill alot more guy out there. He Iis just one of Iit. dun care Hiim. Ignore Hiim kkiies. Treat Hiim as not living Liiao kkiies. Dun sad. Stiill got MII.

KL : Hahas ! Thank ! I love you :p

Baobei : Dun contact Hiim Oso. Bastard Hiim. Saiid Iinfront of MII so nice. Behind my back do another Thiing. Shit Hiim.

KL : Haha , don't so angry uh . I'm disappointed with him too . So yah , i will try to settle everything with him asap.
His ex just message her . She now feel like eating ban mian , she ask what will DC do . DC don't know what to reply her . What you think ? He still love her right ?
Baobei , yesterday he said choose me right ? He just now sms his MP " i am awake , muacks. "

Baobei : Huh? Wat the Fuck.! He do Iit agaiin? Wat he want Siia.
Wa lao. Yeii he Liike that he Ytd already Saiid.

KL : Haha , yah :) yesterday he told his ex that we chatting about cars with you and amin . Wtf ? zzz

Baobei : Wa lao. He Fuck up!

KL : Yes , fuck up . Yesterday he was suppose to meet MP after senting me home.

Baobei : Kkiies. Lucky. He ar. Alot of Thiing to bluff.
Ya la. Aiiyo. Stupid guy.

[[ Message DC sent to baobei ]]

DC : Ok. I just wanna to say to u and KL that i m sorry i disappointed u both a lot espicially KL.. U ve helped me a lot of times but i didt cherish it.. Now i told her and my ex that i just wan to go away somewhere far to really sort out my thoughts. Because my ex like one min wan me one min do wao.. Make me till so confuse.. Than ling also don let me know her true feelings i also scare.. I don know if she really still love me or not.. She just ask me make a choice. If i clearly knew how she feel towards me. I ll be able to make a clear decision but i m confuse.. Cause i don know.. Now i onli hope during this period she don lose hope in me.. I really hope she wont lose faith in me.. Hope that she will still be able to love me.. Honestly from the heart.. Don tell her yet.. or rather she wont believe.. that actually as time goes by and she forgives me and loves me more from time to time. I realise that i really love her a lot over my ex le last time i wont feel that way now i really think that i can last wit her.. I really afraid that since i ve made things so complicated now that she really just lose total hope in me liao.. I really hope i can know what she is thinkin.. I honestly will give up my ex for her .. Honestly from the heart.. I can. But i m afraid of gettin hurt.. Cause i ve hurt her before.

KL - Baobei : Lol , tell him stop talking bull shit , he just don't want me to give up hopes on him . He want you to help .

Baobei : Huh. Ii really dunno should believe Iin his word not leii.

[[Ended]]

你听得到

2009-12-04T07:28:00.000+08:00

有谁能比我知道你的温柔像羽毛
秘密躺在我怀抱只有你能听得到
还有没有人知道你的微笑像拥抱
多想藏着你的好只有我看得到
站在屋顶只对风说不想被左右
本来讨厌下雨的天空直到听见有人说爱我
坐在电影院的二楼看人群走过
怎么那一天的我们都默默地微笑很久

我想我是太过依赖在挂电话的刚才
坚持学单纯的小孩静静看守这份爱
知道不能太依赖怕你会把我宠坏
你的香味一直徘徊我舍不得离开

比我知道
你的温柔像羽毛秘密躺在我怀抱
还有没有人知道你的微笑像拥抱
多想藏着你的好只有我看得到
坐在电影院的二楼看人群走过
怎么那一天的我们都默默地微笑很久

我想我是太过依赖在挂电话的刚才
坚持学单纯的小孩静静看守这份爱
知道不能太依赖怕你会把我宠坏
你的香味一直徘徊我舍不得离开
我想我是太过依赖在挂电话的刚才
坚持学单纯的小孩我舍不得离开

路太弯

2009-12-04T07:21:00.000+08:00

我在這裡計算終點的距離
下一站有沒有更期待的結局

眼閉上眼看不看得見過去
看不看的見原來那個你
和幸福的關係

路太彎夢再轉
錯過的人已不在
以為我能習慣
一個人的安全感

路太彎愛在轉
明知忘記會很難
我一路上跌跌撞撞
卻找不回擁抱的形狀

眼閉上眼看不看得見過去
看不看的見原來那個你
和幸福的關係

路太彎夢再轉
錯過的人已不在
以為我能習慣
一個人的安全感

路太彎愛在轉
明知忘記會很難
我一路上跌跌撞撞
卻找不回擁抱的形狀

付出過是不是就換的回希望
呼吸太亂世界太寬緣分畢竟太短

路太彎夢再轉
錯過的人已不在
以為我能習慣
一個人的安全感

路太彎愛在轉
明知忘記會很難
我一路上跌跌撞撞
卻找不回擁抱的形狀

我一路上跌跌撞撞
卻找不回擁抱的形狀

别再哭了

2009-12-04T07:10:00.000+08:00

伤心情歌播几遍了你的眼还湿红红的
生命总有些过客现在不过多了一个
结束了何必再拉扯有些事总该遗忘的
你听着听着又哭了我明白的谁都难免不舍
别再哭了多不值得
想一想把爱情看透彻生活苦涩该他负责
他会后悔他做了这选择
别再哭了多不值得
失去也是另一种获得伤心情歌不属你的
幸福不一定非爱谁不可
难熬的会经过的

伤心情歌播几遍了你的眼还湿红红的
生命总有些过客现在不过多了一个
结束了何必再拉扯有些事总该遗忘的
你听着听着又哭了我明白的谁都难免不舍
别再哭了多不值得
想一想把爱情看透彻生活苦涩该他负责
他会后悔他做了这选择
别再哭了多不值得
失去也是另一种获得伤心情歌不属你的
幸福不一定非爱谁不可
爱错了又能如何

别再哭了不值得
笑着把爱情看透彻生活苦涩他负责
他会后悔他做了这选择
别再哭了多不值得
失去也是另一种获得
伤心情歌不属你的
幸福不一定非爱谁不可
难熬的会经过的

孤单心事

2009-12-04T06:59:00.000+08:00

雨下在我窗前玻璃也在流眼淚
街上的人都看起來比我幸福一點
用寂寞來測驗還是最想要你陪
曾一起走過的夏天我常常會夢見
我猜不到你真正的感覺
思念寫成臉上的黑眼圈
有的時候我寧願你對我壞一點
無法停止幻想我們的永遠
愛你是孤單的心事不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜裡默默的堅持
愛你是孤單的心事多希望你對我誠實
一直愛著你用我自己的方式

我在你的心裡有沒有一點特別
就怕你終究沒發現我還在你身邊
我猜不到你真正的感覺
思念寫成臉上的黑眼圈
有的時候我寧願你對我壞一點
無法停止幻想我們的永遠
愛你是孤單的心事不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜裡默默的堅持
愛你是孤單的心事多希望你對我誠實
一直愛著你用我自己的方式

愛你是孤單的心事不懂你微笑的意思
只能像一朵向日葵在夜裡默默的堅持
愛你是孤單的心事多希望你對我誠實
一直愛著你用我自己的方式

www.flyawaykisses-x.blogspot.com

2009-11-30T04:05:00.000+08:00

24thNov -

Steve's edited for me .

- Meet telvin and zac under my block . Ong come after that .

- Waited for my brother to come down . It's been a long time we met since few years ago .

- Slack awhile , me , zac and telvin go meet jie .

- Go changi village eat then changi beach .

- Slack . After awhile jie hungry , go went to eat at geylang lor19 .

- Sms-ed steve ask whether if he is at lor13 , so coincidence he was there :x so meet him awhile .

- Homeeeeee(:

25thNov -

- Meet kate at ang mo kio MRT , went to city hall meet her friend .

- Accompany her to kimage make hair .

- Homeee (:

- Meet telvin , eat , talk and slack awhile , ahguan came awhile .

- Homeeee (:

26thNov -

- BACK TO SINGLE , I'M SORRY ! )x

- Meet telvin , go light house . Slack .

- Go han's drink .

- Homeeeeee (:

27thNov -

- Meet louis and jacky under my block , amk hub eat .

- Amk central buy make up stuff . Don't have .

- Yishun , buy make up stuff .

- Waited for jacky at his place . But he haven't came back home , so i went off to meet telvin .

- Meet ong under my block , have dinner downstairs , waited for bro to come down :\

- Go plaza sing watch movie , case39 .

- Go parklane take my previous work the pay . Then ong went home .

- Telvin , me and brother slack under my block until morning , cos they both working -.- LOL

- Telvin send brother to camp , i go home .

28thNov -

- When i wake up - mum says my face pale like vombie ! -.-

- Meet baobei at amk MRT . Go takashimaya walk walk . Go cine eat then back to takashimaya again . LOL

- Meet louis and jacky there , cos they are at cine singing k :x

- Go ion walk walk awhile , go far east .

- Walk walk , eat and smoke .

- Louis and jacky go home , me and baobei walk walk .

- Bought heels , slipper , jacket and cotton wool to remove make-ups :p

- Back to takashimaya . Waited for steve , cos he at plaza sing waiting for friend , another coincidence :\

- Go kallang mac eat , Homeeee (:

29thNov -

- Go amk hub , with mother , brother , albert and telvin .

- Eat and walk , watch movie , newmoon .

- Homeee (:

- Go under my block slack , home again :\

- Telvin came buying the prawn mee at woodland block 515 without saying :\ *Touched* x3

Expect the unexpected

2009-11-26T16:44:00.000+08:00

I`m really fucking sorry ! SORRY ! ):

2009-11-24T01:08:00.000+08:00

19thNov -

Zx and louis come my block find me , "i`m the innocent one that don`t know anything" something happened , so we leave .

- Clementi , take louis`s mum car .

- Zx go esso and pump petrol , he put car at home .

- Go back my house (:

20thNov -

At night go movie with mama and korkor and albert .

- Watch 'My girlfriend is an agent' Super nice and funny movie .

- Da bao mac go home eat .

- Meet marc , go tiger hill , rounding .

- Marc fetch me to clementi meet louis (:

21thNov -

Go home , something happened .

- Louis miss call me 50 times :x SORRY .

- Use comp all that , sleep .

22thNov -

Attached to louis hong :x

Thinking of how to celebrate my brother birthday -.-

- Go jean yip with mama , louis accompany me go . Do rebonding . $200 only :x

- Eat , home , louis`s house .

23thNov -

At louis`s house , home ~ hahahs !

I hope i never choose the wrong choice .

We have gone thru alot..... although it`s just a short period of time .

hahahahahas ! iloveyou(:

2009-11-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

17thNov -

- Bath and prepare .

- Go jacky`s house .

- He cooked spaggheti for me :D 1st time failed ! 2nd time passed =\

- Watch tv , then i hungry again , so order mac delivery :x

- Sleepppppp ~

18thNov -

- Eat , watch tv , play mahjong .

- Jacky send me to bus-stop then he go home ler (:

- Meet louis , go yishun dam .

- On the way home tyre pong jek :\ so ........ TOW TOW ~ LOL .

- Waited zx to come , then slack under my block awhile , homeeee ~

- Zx fetch louis home (:

My feelings is so much damn complicated ! ):

What to do ?

2009-11-17T17:45:00.000+08:00

The love and like , the heart , the speed , the places . the time . Everything you gave .

Won`t be forget , remember for lifetime .

Won`t end so fast .

I`m really sorry for hurting you so deep , i`m pain and i don`t bear it too .
But i must let go to not carry on .
The day we spend , everything you gave . I`m touched . Thank you .
I`m really really really sorry . I will still be your 爱人 .
Text or call me whenever you need me .
I promised you i will be there , i will .
Still have many words left unsaid .
It`s uncomfortable to keep it myself , but words can`t say now .
Maybe need years or maybe few months ..... Nobody knows .
But it`s for you .
Takecare of yourself , smile more . Eat more to fight .
i hope the 1/4 of your heart would pump back again .
With or without me.....
Sukiyo .

2009-11-17T16:12:00.000+08:00

10thNov -
- Bath and prepare .
- Meet louis pass him something (:
- Clementi da bao chicken rice go his house eat .
- Then go home .
11thNov -
- Bath and prepare .
- Meet johnny , go prinsep st see them play lan -.-
- Joo chiat eat then home (:
12thNov -
- Bath and prepare .
- Meet steve , go henderson wave .
- Geylang lor13 fetch his friend to mustafa then back to lor13 talk and chat again .
- After that louis , jacky and zx come find me then go yishun dam .
- Jacky`s house play mahjong then louis`s house (:
13thNov -
- Bath and prepare .
- Meet zx at parklane , end up he got work -.- so me and louis go fong seng eat .
- West coast park , louis`s house .
14thNov -
- Bath and prepare .
- Meet zx then jacky . Go kallang ice skating . It`s fun (:
- Louis`s house then jacky`s house .
- Gave louis surprise then go marina barrage .
- Clarke quay fetch zx`s friend , cine hk cafe but close already .
- Go around clementi there eat then louis`s house .
15thNov -
- Go jacky`s house wait him come down , yishun dam .
- Jacky`s house play mahjong , chong pang eat . Louis`s house .
16thNov -
- Go home , louis come find me , go find jacky .
SORRY !
- Home .

2009-11-12T21:11:00.000+08:00

Kate, baobeii: baobeii euu no guy yao nii wo yao nii kkiies :) wo hui yang ni yi bei zi. fang xin. thiis iis my promiise to euu !

OMG ! When i came and visit my blog & saw this tag from baobei . I extremely feel touched ! IFLY .

You never failed to make me smile , 10years plus ! Going to 11 years .

I misses childhood times , primary school life , those raining days , spending money like water .

Until pri 6 when changing to secondary school , my dad don`t let me study schools at yishun .

I felt we drifted , we almost quarrel , ALMOST . But no , we never quarrel before in this 10years+

But after that , i felt that we never drifted , i only not use to it studying without you in the class . hahahahahas !

My secondary life don`t have pri 6 life fun , so i`ve no heart to study with those sian sian student -.-

Although you put boyfriend as 1st , but i don`t mind , as long i know i`m exist in your heart , i`m happy .

And you must always remember , i will be there for you no matter what .

Don`t keep going east coast and emo , LAUGH ! IFLY (:

That`s SWEET !

2009-11-11T07:28:00.000+08:00

Always wondering what i truly want ........

I need many things in life to make me happier(: Eww :\
Thanks baobei for all those lame jokes that make me smile . ILOVEYOU .
Why only you can make me smile ? I wish some other guys can too ): Just 1 guy that`s enough .
But it seems like none .......... Good guys gone where ?

*SLEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP*

2009-11-10T16:13:00.000+08:00

9thNov -

- Meet doug , go taka fetch baobei .

- Go hougang meet 1 of baobei`s friend .

- Slack there and talk things out bah .

- Fetch baobei home then i go home also (:

- Suddenly feel hungry , so went to yishun buy things eat .

- Go home , sleeepppppppppp ~

10thNov -

- Wake up , eat & use comp .

- My brother call his friends come up and play mahjong , guess what ?

I was facing my comp screen , then they were behind , After that a guy talk on phone then i was like , WTF ? This sound . I turn around and see his back view .

I go and ask my brother , 他不是alex meh ? My brother say yah .

Then i say " Fucker , why come my house ? " LOL ! It`s was so so coincidence -.- He saw me but also don`t know me , cos he only saw my backview at first .

- Don`t know if going out later anot . Bored :p

You are just so suck to make me believe you once again and find out it`s a lie again .
Go as far as possible from me now , think of it yourself .
I don`t need any explanation from you .
Don`t tell baobei all those bullshit just wanting her to help you .
Yah , her heart is soft , she might believe you once again . BUT NOT ME .
You should be more matured and not showing this playboy pattern .
It make you so childish & i feel childish to play with you too .
I might just step out ANYTIME .

2009-11-06T20:25:00.000+08:00

30thOct -

Work 10am-10pm ~ Marcus bought me each a cup ~ LOL ! What a good AM :o

After work doug come find me then go taka fetch baobei . Go lavender eat . Buy ciggy for baobei . 12am sms-ed baobei HAPPY BIRTHDAY . When i working half way amin suddenly msn me ask me help out -.-

Surprised her .

But she`s still sad , something missing . Hais , don`t so sad lah , you should know who`s good and bad (:

After that they go see movie , don`t feel like going . so .... me and doug went to khatib find his friend . LOL , ard 4am plus go home(: Drink soup then sleep ~

31thOct -

Waited for doug under his block , then go tuas see drifting . After that raining so go SPC . After that go bukit timah eat with ZX , louis , & doug .

That ZX & louis go home , me and doug go bukit batok find his mum , fetch his mum go his ah ma`s house .

- Doug go pump petrol .
- Go mac buy fries .

- Go find his friend at redhill .

- Went plaza sing see got what movie , but full , go cathay also full , so never watch ler .

- Go my work place see my schedule for work .

- Then doug friend went home ler .

- Go esplanade terrace hall , but raining before that so wet , then went down to sit .

- Thomson eat prata .

- Then go homeee (:

1stNov -

Woke up , drink soup eat chicken .

- Bath & prepare .

- Went vivo with doug too late nothing to eat =\

- Then go joo chiat place eat .

- Khatib meet his friend .

- Go homeeeee (:

2ndNov -

x.x i fainted in the morning , eww .

- Bath & prepare .

- Doug accompany me to poly .

- He go amk see bank got open anot -.- He wanna do some stuffs .

- Go see doctor .

- Erk ? They call me go back for blood test and ECG -.-

- Bishan eat , buy movie ticket still early so go khatib find rabbit .

- Back to bishan watch movie .

- Go homeee , eat mac then sleep (:

3rdNov -

- Bath and prepare .

- Doug send me to work , 10am-10pm .

- LIES AND HURTS , i found out everything (:

- After work eat , moodless .

- Go mount faber slack awhile .

- Go home downstairs then i hungry so go thomson buy laksa -.- LOL

- Then go home .

- Cough recovered ! 14 days -.- WTFFFFF .

4thNov -

- Woke up , eat botak jones .

- Wait for doug under his block .

- Yishun eat nasi lemak .

- 305 there pump petrol . Louis called and coincidence both of us were at yishun -.-

- So meet up awhile , after that zx , hazel & louis go eat .

- Me and doug go find rabbit .

- Go back find louis settle something .

- Go back rabbit place , cos zx want see his bike .

- Louis and zx go jacky`s place .

- doug bring me to the 7th storey don`t know what at near mandai .

- Talk awhile then go home ler .

5thNov -

- Bath & prepare .

- Louis come find me , then go chatterbox eat chicken rice .

- Eat wind . I forget bring jacket , COLD . So went home and take jacket .

- Go yishun awhile .

- Then don`t know go which mac outlet buy strawberry milkshake .
- Go IBP wait doug . Talked things out .

- While waiting for doug , i asked louis ,

Me : 公鸡at a sharp roof lay egg , the egg will role left or right -.- ?

He : Balance in the middle and role straight -.- Wtf ?

Me : No lahhh !

He : See where the 公鸡 facing lohs -.-

Me ; i was laughing and laughing , He already said out 公鸡 he still can tell me male chicken lay eggs -.- LOLLLLL !

- I made doug`s chair when we at IBP =\ LOL .

- Then home .

6thNov -

- Meet alvin at chong boon mac .

- Go yishun dam .

- After that alvin go with his friends ler .

- Doug go pump petrol , then at the petrol station saw louis and zx -.- LOL

- They going jacky`s house , i will be going later .

- Go back dam with doug and one of his friend .

- Slack awhile , around 2am+ go jacky`s house play mahjong .

- & his mum cooked my fav dishhh ~ Hahahs !

- Play until morning .

7thNov -

- Go 400+ coffee shop eat .

- Jacky go home , then me , louis & zx go northpoint .

- Buy contact lens . Slack awhile at northpoint .

- LTM wait for louis`s car .

- Go amk hub eat .

- Then go home sleep (:

8thNov -

- Meet chris -.- Funny ?

- After that meet louis .

- Go xin wang cafe at orchard drink my fav drinks (:
- Quarreled with doug , ask him stop at roadside , talked .

- He send mich home .

- Louis went home , me and doug went yishun dam and talked .

- Then go my house downstairs talk , then go home (:

To DOUG ;

Why you must continue and continue your mistake ? when you promise not to do again .

Why things will happen like that you should ask yourself .

I gave you 3 chances , and you took away 1 chances and say you don`t want anymore .

YOU ARE CONFIDENT .

And you took away how many chances already ? I forgive and forgive .

Okay , nevermind , just one last chances i give you .

If i found out any lies or things you promised but undone .

We will stop right away . Those happy memories just let lies wash it away .

TO EDMW ;

Please grow up luh kids .

Age doesn`t show a person maturity , is your thinking and action that shows .

So what if i wear EDMW clothes ? Just a clothes luh .

Using negative words towards me , EDMW is a guy or gay forums ?

someone should have teach you all some manners .

Spamming tagboard is already a childish act .

Hiding behind a comp screen and using a fake name ? LOL

Insulting me but none of you showing faces ? Too ugly ? Or too famous in geylang ?

GROW UP , THANK YOU ~

2009-10-30T12:44:00.000+08:00

26thOct -
Work work work ~ 10am-10pm , cabbed to work . Around afternoon ah gal come down for interview =\Tomorrow she start training ler ~ LOL !
After work douglas come find me (: Went to barrage then to kent ridge and eat nasi lemak . Louis came and talk to me something , then go ler. Eww.
27thOct -
Wake up around 5+pm , prepare all that , douglas come find me then go takashimaya find kate;baobei(:
Go near BK eating house there find chicken rice , but no chicken rice :@ Douglas cheat me): LOL !!
Then douglas call his friend and ask , and we went to river valley there eat chicken rice =\
After eating go baobei`s house below slack till about 2am , baobei go home then me and douglas went to henderson bridge =\
Then go home ler ^^ Around 5am+ reach home :x
28thOct -
Awake ~~~ Not planning to go out today , hmm , use comp , change blogskin 10pm+ marcus called me and ask me to work tomorrow -.- LOL !
Just work lohs :D Then it`s already 11pm+ i forget wash clothes , then faster go wash -.- Around 12pm+ okay .
Then i go bed , actually gonna sleep after that i heard my mum say she`s hungry . She wanna order mac =\
Then i jump up and say i want also ! LOLLL ! Eat then sleep (: Sleep at around 2am+
29thOct -
I thought today will be very tired ! But no . Not tired at all , i auto wake up at 6am+ . LOL ! Lying on bed and sms , ard 7.20 i go bath and prepare to work(: 10am-10pm ~
My cough still don`t want recover ): It`s already 1week 2days ! Arghhhhh ! After work douglas come find me , he bought soup for me to drink from The Soup Spoon =\ hahahhs ! Thanks :p After that go khatib find his friend . Then go home ler(: Around 2am+ reach home . Sleep ~ Tired ahhh !
30thOct -
7.30am douglas called me up , but what i do ? LOL ! I sleep back until 8.20am -.- when sleeping i was thinking why my alarm clock no ring ah -.-
Then wake up see time already 8.20am , faster jump up bath and prepare . Break record today 50mins done -.- zzz !
Then cabbed down -.- NEVER LATE !!! 9.47am reached . LOL ! -.- Go buy chicken rice eat , buy top up card .
Then work , 10am-10pm . Marcus bought each a cup for me to drink :p Hohoho ~ What a nice AM ! hahahs !
I`m working while blogging now , so bored >< !! Eww ~

Don`t ever talk behind a person :p you will end up having big trouble .

You can talk behind when what you said is the fact .

If you say things that is untrue . You suck big time(:

I don`t know what i do that make you hate me so much , but that doesn`t matter .

I talk to you never more then 20times and you judged me __

Oh no , i forget you judged everybody with just what you think (:

2009-10-25T22:52:00.000+08:00

23thOct -

Meet jerry under my blk , he drove maserati come find me =\ The logo niceeee(:

Talk talk , slack slack & smoke smoke then go home ler(:

24thOct -

Louis and zhixian come my blk find me , zhixian just bought new car . LOL . Then go west coast plaza eat sakae , zhixian`s mum cooking .

So he never go eat with us =\ His appetite suddenly so big @_@ LOL

Meet douglas at holland . Then go esplanade , slack awhile , i said i`m hungry =\ so went to HKcafe and eat . LOL .

Then rounding OG 1-2round thengo wheelock rd slack .

Douglas`s SpecC .

After that go find toilet . walk here and there -.- zzz after that go back same place and slack .

Then i`m sweating like water , so douglas open his car aircon give me , they outside standing and talking .

After awhile i was thinking , this car also not 1 sitter , why they all don`t want come in sit and blow aircon -.-

Later i tell them then they come in sit , LOL ! STUPID !!! =\ Then talk talk awhile , decided to go dam .

Nah , was my idea =\ Then go petrol station buy drinks first , went dam slack . until ard 6am+ .

Go petrol station toilet , zhixian and douglas hungry so went to khatib mac and eat . Slack there until 10am -.- Then go home :D hahahas ! SLEEPPPPPPP ~

25thOct -

Sleep till 7pm+ then wake up eat , use comp . tomorrow working ):

10am-10pm , eww ! Hope anybody can come and pei me ~ LMAO !!!!

You look success , but you failed in many things .

Don`t complain about me when you are sleeping like a pig !

And , does it matter alot ? You think your shop midnight many people come meh -.-

Smoke also don`t need hours . Will die sitting down there for 12hours without smoking .

We are also human , i`m working for you still when i`m fucking SICK .

Now i know why so many of your staff quit . LOL .

But don`t worry luh(: I still can tolerate you =\ You are NOTHING to me :p

2009-10-22T20:21:00.000+08:00

15thOct .

Eric come my house downstairs find me accompany me go parklane for interview =\ Hahahs ! Tomorrow 5pm go down practise until 10pm =\ After that roger come find me with his friends , go play billard at ard geylang . Quarreled with jerry ): Sorry =\ Louis came and fetch me home . Thanks (:

16thOct .

Go work at 5pm until 10pm . After work sheng da and his friend come find me , have supper , then go home (:

17thOct .

Force mum to fetch me go work =\ hahahs ! 10am - 10pm . After work jerry come find me(: Go eat at HKcafe . After that chat under my house , louis 2-3am+ come without me knowing or should say he was there earlier(: Never sleep .

18thOct .

Go work , 10am-10pm , Louis and zhixian come find me play lan , when louis playing then i send him message =\

after that jacky come , then they go play pool , awhile more jacky go ler . Then after work cabbed to louis`s house take my things . Then jerry come find me fetch me home . And this stupid stomach of mine .

Make me so fucking pain . Awhile more go home then sleep ler .

19thOct .

Never go work . Sick sick sick , 7.30am wake up like want die like that -.- Then sleep back , till 9am+ sms marcus tell him i`m not working today =\ LOL -.- Sorry .

Then 12pm+ prepare , go ang mo kio poly see doctor .

When going home help my mother and brother dabao food , then go home ler . Jerry come find me awhile . ard 1-2am go home ler(;

20thOct .

Wake up go work 10am-10pm . Sheng da come find me cos he want interview , after that ard 3-4pm he go ler (:

After work jerry come fetch me home , having flu ler ):

21thOct .

Wake up eat , having flu . Fever coming soon . Lie at bed nothing to do . So.... Jerry gave me this yesterday =\ hahahs !

Keep sleep wake sleep wake until 7pm i take my temp 37.5 -.- zzz Go bath and prepare for work , i`m feeling so sick . Working 10pm-10am . Jerry come fetch me to work(: Going berserk soon .

But i sleep whole day at work =\ LOL ! Am told boss i`m sick , so boss let me sleep . hahahahs !

After work go eat with louis then cabbed home(: SLEEPPPP ! :D

22thOct .

Wake up , ordered mac and eat -.- zzz Then walk ard . sick people must exercise (: LOL !!!

Then bath all that prepare for work ,

Mum fetch me to work , hahahas ! Now i`m working and blogging !!! So bored lehhhh ~

SPEECHLESS _l_ IDIOTS , i`m like a fucking idiots ! Useless...... FUCK YOU , no , i`m just venting this fucking sad+anger of mine , just let me vent it here and everything will be alright ! Don`t ever ask me one more things about this . THANKS . *IGNORED*. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU RUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FECK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FGCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FICK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

I`m touched what you said at the last sentence , but everything changed.

Only you never realised.

I shed tears and i don`t know why ? Sad ? Angry ? Touched ?

*stop* continue to vent .

FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FNCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FACK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YO UFUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU

688x FUCK YOU .

Don`t interfere others if you don`t want others to interfere yours .

Complain complain! I wanna complain tooo ! ):

2009-10-15T14:06:00.000+08:00

14Oct .

Jerry come my house downstairs find me , slack awhile , then go yishun dam . At dam awhile then i feel like going toilet -.- LOL ! So asked jerry bring me go petrol station toilet =\

The most dirty petrol station toilet i went before -.- zzz It`s so damn dirty lohs @_@

After that go back dam . 12am+ louis came , talked awhile , then drive louis`s car ! LOL .

DAMN ! Everyone says i will STALL ! But i didn`t !! Hahahahahs ! Louis must be prepared to swim at yishun dam =\

Actually it suppose to stall , but don`t know why . When i doing a U-turn , gear 2 , 500RPM at 6km/h . but never stall ? LOL !

Then louis at there spin awhile . Then got 2 off duty police came with warrant card ? LOL , They said i`m GUAI LAN ?

Wtf ? is they asking stupid question =\ They a police of cos know under 18 won`t have license -.-

And they asked me " 17 right ? no license right ? "

Of cos i said " no luh -.- " Then they tell louis i`m rude . LOLOL !

Nah , nevermind , thanks for putting chance thou , although i`m not that scare :p
Wanna catch people you should have the police pattern , when you walked towards us i already know you would give chance =\

After that go home ler (: Feeling so sick ): Don`t know what happened . Eww !

G - Becareful of thunder if you believes in swear . don`t be jealous , maybe i`m more prettier then you . Just hide behind your comp (:
. - Don`t end up pouring your own face (: Tell me your bf name please ? I don`t SLUT with people that have gf , know me well before coming here and make yourself like a SLUT .

You people can put down your name (: 7letters 1meaning "COWARDS" .

Confused , can you tell me what must i do ?

2009-10-14T19:11:00.000+08:00

Maserati gran turismo (:

The most ex car i sitted before ? o.o i feel i`m too short to sit this car ): So hard to see infront !! WTF ?! zzz

But quite comfortable luh :D

6oct .

Jerry drive this car come find me with roger . i only take pictures of his 350z when at his house =\

So i ask him to send me gran turismo also . LOL!!!!!!!! (:

2009-10-14T16:06:00.000+08:00

Chui __ Wonder why so many people love to hide behind the comp like a cowards and use fingers to work .

Don`t you people have brains ? Not happy with me type down your stinks name or just come find me .

What for just hiding behind comps and say me when i don`t even know who you are ? NO GUTS ? Laugh .

If you people are bored at home , tell me . I`m sure i can entertain you if i have the time(:

Or maybe you guys/girls jealous something from me ? Nah , get a life(: Blame your father sperm or mother egg then . Kawaiso !

Namaiki iun-ja naiyo , muko itte-yo (:

2009-10-14T04:29:00.000+08:00

I`VE LEARN HOW TO DROVE A MANUAL CAR !!

11OCT , MIDNIGHT (: YD .

Thanks to louis and zhixian :p

2009-10-14T00:25:00.000+08:00

6Oct .
Eric come my house downstairs find me , before going to down take some photos :x

then go amk mrt there wait angela .
After that go tpy eat pizza hut (: angela go find her bf ler , so i accompany eric go blk 60+ find roy and take helmet for eric prac later .
Then go home (: At night roger and jerry come my house downstairs find me .
7Oct .
Then go east coast some kind of cafe drink , after that go catch bear =\ Jerry catch this 2 small things =.=

Send roger home , then go jerry`s house . Then he send me home(:

8Oct .

Louis come find me , go his house . After 11pm go eat wind , go IBP then home-d (:
9Oct .

Early in the morning accompany louis go polyclinic -.- After seeing finish doctor then buy breakfast go his house eat .

Then go bank change my address , go my house downstairs collect spec , slack at my house awhile then go back louis`s house .

Meet zhenyu(erzi) at clementi taxi-stand , then bring him to IBP spin awhile =\

- Dempsey , eat ben&jerry .

- Yishun dam , slack . then go 418 toilet , go back dam slack awhile more .

- Changi bay , slack awhile only , due to mosqito bites ):

- East coast catch bear , Louis catch until doraemon =\ slack awhile .

- Then fetch zhenyu home (: then go home :D

10Oct .

Louis bring zhixian go kembangan collect car , zhixian rent a car for $70/per day .

Then go louis house till 11pm , go yishun dam learn to drive manual`s car ! :D Speed the most 90 (: Never die car !! *Shock* i`m so 厉害 =\ Hhahahas ! The car i drove .

After that go tuas then west coast mac .

After that don`t know why so random , go louis`s house drive his mum`s car . Zhi xian asked louis whether want try race -.-

Altis corolla(AUTO) with lancerCS3(MANUAL) ?! Altis win -.- zzz After that change car , then almost bang bang =\ but lucky never .

Hahahs ! After that go petrol station they go shh shh , i abit hungry then want go eat fong seng nasi lemak .

But never open -.- Then zhixian go don`t know where the chicken rice also never open .

Then i say go ulu pandan eat swensen =\ LOL !!! Then back to louis`s house , talk awhile then drive his S15 go eat wind abit .

Then slack awhile jiu go home ler (:

11Oct .

Wake up prepare all that , then louis drive S15 , zhixian drive the lancer .together to AsiaAutoSalon(:

See drifting , the quece so long !! zzz I hot like shit )

After drift finish they parked there then i call louis take photo of thier car =\ Actually can`t take -.- LOL !

Got some car at inside never drift =\ Take some photos before go in see show cars . LOL !

Went inside see show cars ler (:

The chop before going in =\

I saw my name ! LOL! Carine Koh =\

Go out of the show car`s room ler . Those drifted car at there pluck out the stickers . LOL .

Nice paint work , blink blink =\

I tried sitting in gene`s car , driver sit . Cos his height is 190+ ! Louis say i sit inside can`t see infront . zzz

So louis ask gene let me try sit inside =\ I can see infront okay ! But leg cannot touch the clutch all that -.- zzz WTF !!!

When going back louis`s car saw this car =\

Louis`s car(:

Zhixian want pump petrol , then go to the neearest petrol station . After that go kembangan return car .

Then go louis`s house . Bored so took some photos =\

11pm then go yishun find jacky . Slack at jacky`s house , HOT LIKE HELL !!!!!!!! zzz

Ard 5am+ go yishun dam -.- I at his house too hot . hahahs ! After that go home ler(:

12Oct .

At home sleep whole day . LOL !

13Oct .

Never go out -.- zzz BOREDDDDDD !

Carine

明知道再走可能是監牢 但是我還是相信只是煎熬

Photo of me~ :D

Love is just a word until you find someone who will give its definition.

Sometimes, people choose to leave not because of selfish reasons, but because they know that things will get worse if they stay....

Leave if you want , i don't live for you .

Tell me what you want to know !

TO ANMEAREE ....

DJ , blow up my speaker .

Baboon !

Trust your intuition. If something seems too good to be true, it probably is.

Don't know what they thinking .

Are people misunderstanding you? Or are you not making your intentions clear?

Eschew anything stuffy or formal. Embrace the scruffy and independent.

All that knowledge can be turned to wisdom if you go ahead and share what you know.

Sometimes it's better to let go without knowing the real reason.. Cos it will surely hurt more to find it UNREASONABLE

Two things are demanding your full attention. You're going to have to choose.

Everyone needs to hibernate sometimes. Keep to yourself if you feel like it.

Eliminate the extraneous chatter. Say what you mean. And say it only once.

EDMW (:

You may want to help the whole world. But why not start in your own backyard?

If you judge people, you have no time to love them.

SHE IS A BITCH !

People who try to make you feel guilty should be ashamed. Pay them no heed.

The first thing you see isn't always the best option. Shop around.

Don't get involved unless you absolutely have to. This isn't your battle.

你听得到

路太弯

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明知道再走可能是監牢但是我還是相信只是煎熬